DeePLy iN LoVe WiT U...

Back, Alive & Kickin'

2006-01-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

Helozzz!!! Im finally back ppl... bt just to let ya all no tat i've shifted to another blog... www.glamchicdemoiselle.blogspot pls update ya n keep in touch!!! Mizzzz ya guys...

It's Official for nw...

2005-07-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

Well the day is finally here. N im announcing that my blog is officially on hiatus from tomorrow. Sad to hear that ppl. Bt our friendship nvr ends here okie.. esp to the bloggies.. nice knowing u babes & dudes! Really enjoy chatting with u all n exchanging views n to Hazzie thx for the entry that u replied on ur blog! Thx ppl! We can still keep in touch via email or tag or even sms me.. bt pls email me ur no ya.. at my 'simplysophisticated' acct. My hm pc is dwn so i'll try to check my mails as often as i can ya!

In the morning, the techs wished me all the best.. shake hands here n there.. Im really gonna miss them. The promise to keep in touch n invite them on my wedding.. hahhaa... ok lah.. i will. Went lunch with kak Siti n Bong. Lunch on them.. eat lots of stuff.. pizza, lagsane n quido-i-donno-wat. My new staff gave me a card. Appreciation card with a cat on it.. ha.. it just melts my heart when i c one. N im soo touch with the wording inside.. Thx Liza!

Tonight will be gg karaoke with my colleagues. My 1st time gg there & my last time gathering with them. Emmm... wat song shall i sing tonight eh??? K lah.. Gotta Go peeps.. Take care for nw! Gonna miss ya! Muackkkkkzzzz!!!!!

1 mOrE DaY...

2005-07-20T11:41:00.000+08:00

Finally the moment that i've been waiting for is just 1 day away. Been away n lots of thing happened the last few days. Happy days... Frustrated days... Stress days.. Let's start with the happy ones..

Last wk was baby's b'day! Suprised him with a cake rite at his hm. Lynn was there too cos i kept on telling her that there's chocolate cake waiting to be eaten.. evil me! hahaha.. So there she is waiting for me to arrive. I was late cos got last min stuff to do. N it was raining.. very hard to get a cab. I cant bear to cut the cake cos it was soo nice & cute. So lynn doing it.. Thx eh lynn.. hahaha.. still can remember the taste of it.. lots of choco.. with hazelnut.. jus like rocher.. yum2! Then we both had dinner at town n watched movie.

dEarIE's cAkE & gift!

On sunday, went to geylang to make baju kurung. We have nt decide on the colour n the design yet. Told him that i want to get my own kain at Arab St bt dearie wants to do it together. Bt when i reached there, no kains for the ladies. The kakak said 'kain takde kat sini'.. then i was like wat??? She said she'll get it for me bt i was thinking wat type of kain will she be getting n wat if i dont like?? duh! then i told her to get the samples for me.. Bt yest i made a call to tell her that i'll find my own. I design hubby's baju n the colour we both finalised.. Took some pixs.. (again??) during our way to Tanjong Katong.. hubby cant take it.. wat to do dear.. u got a very very vain fiancee... hahaha..

feeling.. hip hop..

Yest was a really fooking hell day! I was busy with my paper works n this bloody bitch keeps on asking to answer the calls. I was stuck in btw with the complaints that i get from my colleagues which i need to call up the customer n settle their issues & on the other hand to ans all the incoming calls. Then by the end of the day she was hinting abt me.. rod mood lah.. lesser calls lah.. all the shit! Bt she didnt even take note on all the paper works n all the complaints that i have to get back to the cust ASAP! i was really pissed... with tat idiotic damn bastard.

1 More Week Babe!

2005-07-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

Yay! Left 7 more days to go n i wil be free from those stupid complaints, ridiculous customers who keeps on blabbering abt their stuffs. Free from those paper works, clicking the mouse here n there.. Right now im totally in ROD mood. Dont feel like doing anything. Hahaz.. im nt being irresponsible lah.. bt just procrastinating. I must kick out tat habit seh! Bad lyea...

Tomorrow baby's bday! Cant wait to celebrate with him although it's nt gonna be like last yr. Bt i hope he will appreaciate it. I still cant believed that i've know him for nearly 4 yrs since he was in NS til nw. Time really flies soo fast. Happy Advance B'day dearie...

Got gd news today.. finally my company found a new staff to replace me. N she'll be starting tomorrow! So i'll have to become a teacher for the nxt whole week n time for me goyang kaki... heehee.. So sorry if i cant update regularly cos will be busy coaching my junior.. K, enuf of me. Gotta go.. Chill out ppl!

9 More days...

2005-07-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

Was really busy with work. Our company chg the system again n again. Which is really sickening cos everytime they did that, we have to start learning it again. N this time the system is really damn worse. It's suppose to be more updated, less laggy n be more user friendly bt instead of that, we'll facing more problems. More hang screens, less user friendly and we had to click here n there. Nt sure whose the mastermind of this. He/She sure is damn stups to come out with this bloody idea! N worse still the system is nt fully tested yet bt still they insist on starting it TODAY! So hell yea my mood is really stuck up rite when i came in the office this morning. I dont want to keep bragging abt this cos anyway im left with 9 more days to start in a new environment with no stupid systems.. no paper works! hahaaa. (evil) so babes in the office.. just 1 word.. endure.. heheehee..

Well yest had a chat with my lil bro. I was damn shocked tat he ALREADY registered himself with BBDC. Ya.. he's taking Class 2A.. i thot that he was just kidding.. bt he showed me the book n today he's gg for his 1st practical. At 1st i thot it was ok lah.. since that wat some guys dream off getting their own bike aft a certain age bt then suddenly i recalled wat happened during 'the biking days'.. then i was like 'bro, y dont u take Class 3 instead?' bt he insist. I dont want to argue with him instead i told him to be cautious when on road. Sometimes i feel like blaming myself. Last time, i totally was soo obessed with bike. Thinking of having my own bike, designing it.. ahh best nye! Bt it was all in the past. Nw my dear hubby dont allows me to take my license. Sedih u.. bt nvr mind. I'll just take my Class 3 okie.. So i think tat maybe my bro is following my steps.. notty notty sista eh! Oh.. while my bro was brooding abt helmet cos he needs to get 1. I dig up my store room n found my old helmet.. heehee.. ok lah.. nt tat much design.. cos it was passed dwn by my beloved 'kakak angkat'.. so til nw im still keeping it!

n this thingy suppose to be a Baby Devil.. bt nw dunno wat..

Wkend!

2005-07-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

Yest head to JP rite aft work. The purpose? Just to go to the pasar malam n get Ramly Burger for my aunt n bro. N I had promise Juli to accompany her there. Oh ya.. i got my casing chg.. finally! Went to JP with Viv, Sandy, Lee. Meet up the rest, Anna, Michael n Wee Wee.. We had dinner at Swensons. As me & Juli don feel like eating much, we ordered Teriyaki Pizza n all of us had 'Earthquake' n hell yeah.. i breached my diet again. Haha.. Early part of the day, my manager told me to stop dieting. Cos can see a lot of changes n if i still go on with my diet im gonna be really skinny.. Ok ok.. i will... try lah ha.. N HAPPY WEEKEND BABES!

Okie this is the pix that i took for the New Paper Face.. but...

n this too.. bt abit sucky.. haha..

n tis...

Me n the rest @ Swensons..

ViV n Anna

me n Juli

the other 3.. Michael, Wee Wee n Sandy..

13 More Days...

2005-07-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

Times fly soo fast.. Nxt wk is my sweetie b'day n it seems like last mth that we just celebrate it. Bt then it was a yr ago. He got his gift like a mth ago bt i've haven get him a b'day card.. dunno wen am i gg to Taka. I love their range of cards n wrappers n boxes n ribbons there. So nice! I can actually spend my time there for 1 hr or so. Last yr, i spend nearly 2 hrs to get all the stuffs needed for my hubby suprise b'day gift! I'm very particular abt the things that i want. N hubby really love it! A big suprise indeed.. for both of us to cherish for the rest of our life! Okay lyea.. stop being sooo mushy!(haha, cant help it babes)

I've finally made up my mind n no turning back for wat decision that i made. Last few days been thinking abt the course that im gg to pursue. N i've decided to go ahead with it cos that's wat i really want. It may seems to be a bit of wasting my money on the course for some ppl bt as for me, i take it as an investment. I no it's nothing big lah.. n im nt boasting abt it. It's jus that i've finally got partly wat i want... Diploma in Bridal & Fashion Make Up & Hairstyling. So, Lyea gg to do her best! N thanks for supporting me n giving me advices to the lovely bloggie babes n babes n work!

15 more days!

2005-07-06T09:12:00.000+08:00

I'll try my very best to update as much as possible b4 i'll be on hiatus. N yea.. it's 15 more days to go babes. I'm missing each of u nw. I dunno wat's it's gonna be like at the new place. New faces, new works n everything lah. I'm still thinking wat i shld get for u ppl at work as a farewell gift?? Think.. think lyea..

Shld i chg to a new hp? duh.. Yest received a mail from M1, since my contract gg to end this Aug, these ppl are so clever enuf to grab the subsciber's attention on giving a gd deals n end up have to sign up contract for another 2 yrs. I've been using this line for 4 yrs already n it's under my aunt's name so i think that it's time for me to chg it to my name. Bt when i saw the promo that they're offering me yest, i was a bit attracted to it. Furthermore, it's my 2nd choice on my hp wish list.. which is 6680(lynn gonna kill me). What's my 1st? It's 7280. Yea, like wat lynn said like lipstick bt i think it's so stylo. Okie.. back to 6680. It's gg for quite affordable price i shld say.. it's less than 300 if i trade in my current mdl. Haiz.. now i wonder if i shld get it or i shld just let it past n invest my money on diploma? haha.. in dilemma nw.

These are some pixs that i took during the outing with the ladees...

in the cab gg to town.. lyea, liana, lynn.. do we look like sisters anyone??

chubby me ngah waiting for my food.. aarrghh im famished..

Oh wat a Mess!

2005-07-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

My table is in a mess! Jus look at it..

And i really hate it! Cant work properly if im in a mess like this. Bt luckily i did manage to clear all of it so now can relax n update my blog while waiting to knock off.. n it's like 1 more hr to go from now.. yahoooo!

Yest went to Beauty World with V to enquire more on the course that im gg to take. Very interesting & fun too bt have to consider whether shld i take the basic course or the diploma. Thot of taking the diploma cos there's gonna be lots of exposure. Lots of attachment through modelling agency, bridal shops, road shows n all ah.. Bt im just afraid that i wont have the time. Spoke to dearie yest bt he said it's like waste of money ah.. bt the point is im really interested in this. I think that maybe he's afraid that i might waste money like the other time when i took my driving license.. it was like an act of impulse. I passed all the way except my practical.. damn man.. n my money just waste like that. I broke dwn in tears when i saw the results nvr thought that it's gonna be like that. Then from then on, he's like kinda restrict me from doing some things that he thinks it's a waste.. bt baby, im really keen to take it up.. n thx babes for the supports.. i havet to consider it for nw.

Ok.. need to get back to work ah.. still got a few paper jobs dunno from where.. ooh.. 16 more days to go... out from here.. to be free.. hahaha...

oooh soo tired!

2005-07-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

Monday again! N the weather is rather cooling.. makes me wanna sleep! N i nearly woke up late again. Y must it rain when i have to go to work?? My lucky brother was still asleep when i was on my way to work.. Adik!!! wake up.. gi sch. He's so lucky. Sch starts at 10. So can slowly kill the monday blues.

On sat, family 2 be outing. All the Ls.. Lynn, Lyea & Liana. Honestly, me n Lynn had known each other for abt 7mths bt got close only jus recently, then on sat finally we met up! At 1st i thot that it's gonna be a bit awkward bt turn out to be really fun.. n we had some things in common too.. rite lynn! We had our hair done.. me just cut my fringe(finally aft lng consideration, decide to keep my lng hair), Liana cut her hair, Lynn blow her hair.. Hair day! Then we went to catch a movie, A Lot Like Love. Kinda sweet, romantic, funny movie.. starring my beloved ex-lover Ashton Kutcher(eeekkk perasan nye lyea!) n Amanda Peet. Shld go n catch it. Then we go n walk ard, took neoprints. Very nice! Bt too bad i dont have a scanner here. We had our dinner at far east. It's been a really lng time since i last went there. We're really tired by then.. bt Ms Juliana.. keeps on talking non-stop. Battery dia je lah yg full.. We took cab n head hm.. n in the cab she keeps on talking while im like half sleeping already.. heehee..

Yest went out with my lovely family. Went marketing n window shopping. Bought lots to stuff then at nite head to my mummy in law 2 b house to give her some stuffs with my granny.. Granny lng time nvr visit her.. miss her lah tu.. n they really hug each other like nvr meet for a lng time. I waited til 10, hubby came back.. really miss him! I took back my tazmanian devil bolster yest.. then at nite imagine hugging my baby.. haha.. k lah ppl update ya guys more! cos i'm left for abt 2 more wks b4 im out of this plc..

M.I.A

2005-07-02T08:54:00.000+08:00

Ola everybody.. been having fun chatting with the bloggers until i got really no time to update my blog.. haha.. They're fun ppl.. I cant stop giggling to myself each time i chat with them.. n each time im giggling the whole office will like 'lyea!!! u siow ah!! look at the com then laugh2'. I just cant help it. We'll all were saying that if we happens to plan to meet up, mcm mane eh.. Tergolek2 agak nye eh girls..

Yest met up with my sweetie.. went to town to watch movie. Intend to watch War of The Worlds bt it was really fully pack. Early on tried to book online bt seems like the webbie a bit laggy.. maybe due to many ppl booking the movie. N i end up feeling frustrated cos cant even book it. We did manage to catch a movie.. Six. Thailand horror movie. Kinda funny n scary show. U guys go n watch it lah if ya wanna know what's it's like.

Today is Lynn's last day(my superior). The whole office is feeling very sad. I dunno hw's it's like at the end of the day today.. is it gonna be tears rolling or wat? Meeting up Liana n Lynn(lots of lynn ah... sometime i'm also confused) later go do our hair, movie maybe n dinner.. haa.. Well i guess today is family-2-b outing agaknye.. hahaha.. k lah.. will update ya guys.. bila eh? ntah.. when im free okie..

Batman Begins...

2005-06-28T09:56:00.000+08:00

Yest met up with my dearie baby! Sort of miss him already. We went to catch Batman begins. I thot that i could enjoy the show bt i end up feeling frustrated. No y? We got the couple seats(happy for that) bt there's tis guy seating infront of me who got huge head.. n half of the time.. i can only c his head. Dearie asked me to chg seat with me n the girlfriend of tha huge head guy is also the same.. i feel like asking them to maybe lower their head or wateva ah! Bt i did nt.. aft thinking.. other ppl also want to watch so don be selfish okie lyea.. so all alng im seething inside lor..

The starting of the movie bores me.. lots of talking. Kinda sad too abt the young Bruce abt the part where his parents were shot. Bt i just the loves the action part n the car. Hw i wish i cld drive tat.. haha.. dream lyea.. anyway i was really sleepy by the time the movie ends.. we head hm n i wash myself up n head to bed.

another monday blues...

2005-06-27T09:01:00.000+08:00

My wkend was mainly spend at hm.. cos i was dwn with a fever.. so i just sleep away.. anyway kinda having pretty bad mood last few days.. thinking abt something important for my life.. seems like i cant go any more further than what i have nw.. again.. 'it' will go dwn the drain. I really dunno what am i suppose to do nw. I dont want to hurt him. I also dunno if he understand what i want/achieve in my life.

I cant wait to leave this place n at the same time im gg to miss this plc n the lovely ppl bt nt the job.. hahaha.. i really gonna miss the working timing.. n the wkends n holidays.. haiz.. 'a girl gotta do wat a girl gotta do'. I got to sacrifice all that for the time being.

yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

Finally... i've a got a job! That means im nt gg to sit infront of the com anymore. N i think i'll blog lesser ppl. N i shld say that i cant msn with ya guys.. it's really sad cos my new plc wont be having paper works, no pc n no sitting at all n most important of all.. NO COMPLAINTS(thank god for that). I'm starting to miss all that though. I got the news yest aft my second interview. I'm kinda happy abt it.. bt when suddenly the image of my office flash in my mind.. im kinda feeling sad to leave the lovely peeps there.

New Paper New Face 2005... here i come! Finally aft much consideration, i think i'll just try it out. Thanks PM for the encouragement again. Me n V actually joining that. We already fill up the form bt haven got any pixs yet so we're asking Sandy to brg her camera tomorrow.

Lynn... lynn... dah balik ke blum? She's my fiance's brother's girlfriend. She's gone for the weekend get-away bt im nt sure when she's coming back.. i heard from his sis that she came back yest... dunno lah.. cant wait to tell her the news!

Oh ya.. the other day, i read 1 of the entry from Lynn.. abt the arrogant thingy... honestly im nt affected by it cos ppl who donno me used to say that to me... hahaha.. so im like kinda used to it.. bt when they get to know me more close.. i guess they will try to get away from me.. reason being is that they say im crazy... ade ke patut mereka smua cakap saya GILA!!! hahaha.. sometimes i guess lah im like that.. tak makan ubat agaknye. Bt ppl, im approachable.. cheerful always n friendly. So dont be deceived by the way i look ok.. i may have an arrogant or fierce outlook bt im the 'god knows' kinda person..

aaaaaachooooooo...

2005-06-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

Been sneezing really badly since last Sat rite aft i tidy up my magazine/books corner. So til nw my nose is red so-called like a dwarf. Ya.. that's wat my old schmates used to call me.

Last wk, I read an article on the newpaper. They're having a contest for NewPaper New Face 2005. Saw the advertisement last yr. Thot of joining bt then I donno wat keeps holding me back from joining. So when i saw the latest advertisement, i thot of giving it a try. Nw the prob is where do i get great pixs??? oh Lyea.. u gotta dig out from the photo album or start to pose for the camera. I hope i wont be late for submitting the pix!

Ppl... i went for interview the other day.. nw waiting for positive ans.. i really hope that i get that job. N i really bersyukur pada Allah.. cos the interview went well. He gave me the strength at the very last min. Cos i thot of giving it up rite at that very moment.

Y must da Gd ones Leaves??!!!

2005-06-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

Yest was another saddest day for the whole office. Cos 1 my my goodest fren/colleague leaving us for further studies. Really2 sad. Yest evening got her msg abt hw happy she is when received the farewell gift, cake & card. My eyes was in tears when i read it.

Grace.. if u read this(i know u will), u've been a great friend since i knew u in the company. We had fun together and sometimes even the moody times too.. U're a true friend. Will really miss ur 'yasterday'. N missed callling u wee... wee... bt i will treasure those times. Keep in touch ya! We'll sure to inf u abt any trips that we're gonna organise ok.. u wont be left out ok! Take care n all the best to u in ur future endeavours!

Last mth was Haniffah.. very easy-going manager! He's really a cool guy. Will help ya no matter hw. Well, he also leaves us cos was given a better opportunity. We'll missed ya too.

Lastly, Lynn.. a real friend when in need. She's leaving end of the mth. She's my superior. She taught me all things i do not know rite from the start i joined the company. And she's always there for me whenever im in need either work or personal. Really thank her soo much! Same like the others. It's really sad to see u leave the company bt it's a gd news that u'll be a given a great opportunity. Best of luck!

As for me... im still searching! Really wanna get out of here!!!

It seems So Yesterday...

2005-06-14T08:51:00.000+08:00

Yest was my 1st yr engagement anniversary. It seems like yesterday. Still remember the preparations, excitement, nervousness and all.. cant really describe. The day that i will nvr forget.. the day i became fiance of Mr Norman.

A few days ago, spoke to one of my girlfriend. She thought that im engaged for abt 2 yrs already n she thought that my wedding gonna be this year.. She was damn excited! Bt when i told her that it's nt this yr, she sound abit disappointed. Haha.. salah counting lah tu! Anyway this girlfriend of mine gg to get engage probably on her b'day in Oct or end of the yr. Dont worry, me will help you on the gubahans. Cos that's my fav part of the event. Still remembered my gubahans i made on my own. The babes that came on that day are like 'oooo' n 'aaahhh'. Some compliments too. So from then on, i'm thinking maybe shld start a small business of my own.

OuTing AgAin!

2005-06-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

Nw in the office, i'm feeling tired & restless. My legs are like'help me'! Cant really walk properly cos my feet is still aching. Meet up with hubby in the later part of Sat to town. Been wanting to watch Mr & Mrs Smith bt all are fully book. Thot of online booking bt Cathay only allows booking over at the counter. So we end up walking ard town & window shopping. Bought a Roxy bag which i really need it. Need a big bag than the current one that i had which was like 4yrs old nw.. bt still in gd condition.. at that time Roxy isnt that famous like wat it is nw. I think i know wat to get for him on his bday nxt mth... it's a suprise sweetie! Bt sad to say that it's nt gonna be like last yr full of suprises. Bt important thing is the thought that matters.

still got da chick to take pic.. knowing that we're late!

Yest met up with Juli, Is, Hab & Ste. Our mthly gathering.. had fun. When to town walk ard, played bowling. Cant believe i got the highest score n pity my sis-in-law to be, Juli, she lost the game n got forfeited. She had to dance the 'ParaparaSakura'. Hw bad they are eh.. hahaa.. w/o tat i think the game will be abit lame.. LOL. Went to Pastamania cos we're all are famished. Didnt eat breakfast. Juli finally got her sling bag n we met up with Lynn a while then we head to Arab St to chill out there. They got 'shisha'. I just looked at them.. n Stel is soo funny.. 1st timer so she's feeling abit awkward with the thingy and i laughed alot looking at the way she did it. Bt overall ok lah aft she tries a few time.. n she always look cute no matter hw messy or blurry she is.. hahaha.. then we head hm.. manage to burn some calories yest. Cos we walk all the way from Marina to Arab St. Was damn tired by the time i reached hm.

Juli, Me & Is..

2005-06-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

I went surfing ard the net just nw n came across a website which translate ur name in japanese and tells u what it means. Cool rite! Mine's indicated right at the top of my blog.

Been noticing that my weight really going dwn. Happy lah.. ape ke tidak.. left abt 2 more kg to go down from 10kg tau. All thanks to NO sweet & chocolates! I cant resist chocolates n cookies bt then when i think abt the weight that i want to achieve, it jus disappear like that. Gd determination rite.

I'm still LOOKING for NEW JOB badly... so ppl, babes... anybody.. i need a job which is 'halal' ok? Sales Associates or Beauty Advisor.. im tired of office job already.. boring.. loves to meet ppl, make ppl beautiful, dress appropriately or wateva...

Just nw Norman sms me saying that nxt wk cari baju raya! Kiasu rite.. bt if u think again rite.. it's only like 4 mths away. So better get the material nw if nt later naik harga. Imagine i was at Arab St ard last mth n all the makciks there are busy buying kain.. quite pack too. So ppls get ready k.. oh ya anyone happens to know kat mane ade gd tailor? cos i prefer to design on my own rather than buying from the shelves.

Okie.. gotta go.. enjoy the day!

2005-06-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

Oopppsssie! Been away for a while. Busy with loads of stuff. I didnt get to rest for last few wks til the beginning of this wk.. Apologised for tat ppl!

I've started for job hunting for sometime nw. Thinking of gg back to sales line.. boutique associates or beauty advisor. Anyone got 'lobang' pls let me no.. im soo desperate to get a job. I need to get out from the current place that im working nw. It's like hell. Believe it or not, the whole office is doing the same thing.. so you guys imagine.

Last 2 Sat i signed up for bridal make up & hairstyling workshop with Shalynn. Ashly was the instructor. He's soo cool.. the moment me n lynn saw him.. we no tat he's a Chanel fanatic.. no y.. from top to bottom all Chanel! cool isnt it! Envy him. He chose me to be a model for his make-up demo n his skills are like wow! Really love it. Since im very keen to take up this course so me and a new friend, Fadila, decided to sign up nxt mth.. Who knows that i might be the nxt make-up artist for bridal and have my own boutique like Zul Radi or Fatimah Mohsin?? insya'allah.

me aft the make-up.. cant c clearly lah.. im using camera phone only!

Last Sat(04/06) also happens to be my best girl-friend, V's b'day. A couple of wks back me and the sabotage team already come out with lots of idea to sabotage her.. hehehee.. so u c lah the pixs ok. We had lots of fun bbqing, sabotaging n simply everything. We loves to pose too..

~ da bday girl ~

~ me n lynn bbqing ~

~ pose... baby! ~

~ sabotage team... ~

~ the whole team... ~

~ V burglar... ~

~ go big baby.. ~

~ it's drawing time.. ~

~ the outcome! ~

~ rite aft the party... ~

We had actually plans lots of stuff for her bt we settled with difficult questions n the punishment is to drink different type of drinks in a baby bottle.. nt jus normal water lah... if she got it wrg. So there's 5 bottle.. each have different taste... Bottle A - water, Bottle B, - lime juice extract, Bottle C - sprite with vodka, Bottle D - water with sugar and the last one... Bottle E - bittergourd! hahaha... shld c her reaction while drinking the last bottle!

2005-05-27T09:08:00.000+08:00

I met up with Shalynn yest rite aft work. Went to her workplace.. OMG! To get there, u have to climb up the hill.. so by the end of the hill i was like out of breathe. It's been abt a mth i didnt go to the gym. So that explains it..

Went to Buena Vista CC to pay for our courses fee then head up to Holland V. Lots of changes there.. Met up with Lynn's boyfriend's cousin which happened to be my long lost friend! Hahazz! Small world.. We sat ard 1 of the coffee shop there n munch on fries n bbq chicken. I felt guilty aft eating it. *sigh* Im gonna gain weight again...

Norman had always been a lovely fiance! I'm soo glad that i met him. N I really appreciate for what he had done and cant wait for the day that we both are waiting for. Really baby.. love u loads!

2005-05-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

Im back at work today.. took urgent leave yest to go to the doc. Didnt update cos was too busy with work.

Outing on last Sat was really fun! It was raining there.. very heavily bt that didnt stop us from getting there although initially we thought of plan B.. go karaoke. So we arrived at the zoo finding plc for us to have lunch.. me n Joanne are walking ard and we saw fireman running ard. Not sure what's happening.. Who knows that there maybe another jaguar escape again or maybe even worst a lion.. hahaha.. cant stop imagining. Oh well, we did find some seats bt it was wet so we just go back to the others and there they are sitting on the ground with cardboards under their bums! Why didnt we think of it at the first place! Duh! We're like having a picnic there.. It's very embarrassing... ppl just walk ard us n looking like we're some kind of aliens or wat.. n the look that every passer-by saw our food. By 3, we're happily in. So me n v lead the groups. We took loads of pix.. n i did took pic with all time fav... sssssnaaaake! I donno why i love em soo much.. iguanas too! rite Lynn!!!

I took a picture of a 'miniature horse'. He's sooo cute.. small n lonely. Nt sure y he's been isolated. Just look at his face..

N this penguin is very cheeky. My colleagues was taking picture of it so there's like flashlight everywhere so this cutie lil thingy got closer n closer n i manage to catch it infront of me! haaha.. thx to my hp with the in-built flashlight.. sort of trick him! N V with this big birdie nt sure what's it's called..

2005-05-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

Im really touch by the entries and advices that my new frens gave me. It really ease my mind. Thx guys. N im sorry if i trouble u guys in anyway. Bt seriously, it did ans to my questions.

Anyway, yest im suppose to catch The Amityville Horror bt somehw Norman's frens cancel at the very last min. So im like wasting my time for dunno hw many hrs for them to make decisions. I dont blame on them lah.. cos i truly understand that they're totally busy yest handling cases. I thanked them too cos i was really tired n dont feel like gg out.. haaha.. so i dont feel bad at all! *grin* I made egg mayo sandwich for today outing to the zoo. By the time i'm done doing it, i was like a walking zombie. Eyes half closed n im dragging myself to bed. Waited for Norman's call bt i was fast asleep.

When i reached office, everyone r like soo excited abt the whole thing. Ya i know.. it's only zoo rite. Bt the thing is, we're gg with the whole office n we're gonna have fun with the animals. Gosh! i love animals.

K enuf of me for now, take care n enjoy ur wkend n the holiday! Yay.. no monday blues! =)

2005-05-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

Since i was a kid, my ambition was to become an air-stewardess, fashion designer or a model. I would actually pick up my drawing paper to draw all sort of designs. I really loves to design wedding dresses n loves to watch fashion shows too and i was only 7! Mom thinks i'm funny. There's always a time when i actually wore the SIA kebaya and catwalk ard the house. My aunt told me to join the model agency bt i was too young then, so i knew nothing. When i grew up, during my sec 2 or 3, there was once i was approached by a guy to do modelling. But i reject him totally cause he's acting abit weird. N i always thought that only tall girls are allowed to do modelling... hee hee.. Lately, i thought of going into acting or modelling. Like what Taufik Batisah said 'Believe in Ur Dreams' so i thought wanna give it a shot. My aunt n granny didnt object abt it just as lng as i know how to take care of myself. Bt there sure to be some party which dont like me to do so.. it's like throwing my dreams away... down.. down the drain. So right nw i got 2 path to choose.. go left - i'll make the other party happy bt have to throw away my dreams. go right - pursue my dreams n make the other party unhappy abt it. So im stuck in between. I guess im always stuck with 2 options.. n it's always the tough ones!

Work i guess it sucks! Really.. Don know y there's alot of changes n most of us in the office are kinda pissed off with it. N ya imagine, we have to keep on changing superiors for every 2 or 3 wks. So we are like on own on. But hey, we can make it. We did reached our targets and all. Best thing we are more like a family rather than colleagues..

Norman asking me out tonight.. watch The Amityville Horror. Midnite movie bt im still considering whether shld i go or not le.. Tomorrow going to the zoo outing with the whole office.. cant wait to get a snap with the sssssnnnnnnaaake! love em..

Okie peeps! gotta run cos need to do some urgent stuffs... have a nice evening.. ciao!

2005-05-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

*add post*

Nw im nt leaving with my dad n seldom see him unless in family court. Heard that he married again bt nt sure abt it. The lady that he's with now is nt a muslim. I'm nt sure if she converts to Islam. N i'm nt sure if my dad decide to choose her path. Cos I heard from some ppl that she converts bt I also heard that my dad converts. So im in confusion nw. Hw am I suppose to wed if my wali is nt a Muslim! And hw am I suppose to know if my dad is still a Muslim! Maybe I thought that I could ask him bt what if he didnt tell the truth cause I dont trust him anymore. Maybe I shld get my step-bro be the wali. But sure the kadhi will ask abt my dad. Arrrghhhh!
N if my dad be the wali, I'm afraid that he might nt turn up on that very day. Cos that wat happened to my step-sis. My bro in law had to drag him out from the house. I want to put a fullstop to all the troubles that he had put us through. Bt hw am I suppose to do that? Questions.. questions n nvr have any answers to it.

2005-05-18T10:14:00.000+08:00

Im confused, pretty messed up & full of anxieties abt my wedding. Know why? I have a complicated family bt I love them soo much excpt my dad. Wait a minute ppl, don get me wrg. Read on and u will understand the situation I'm in.

I used to love my whole family (inc my dad cos im his fav) and I thought that I had a happy one like others but I'm wrg. Since I was 9 yrs old, on my birthday party. I can remember it vividly. It involves 3rd party. My dad denies everything. He brought her hm on my birthday party as a 'friend' and my mom just treat it as normal. No jealousy, didnt show her temper or wateva. I knew her as a very strong, patient, loving mom. She always kept her problems to herself cause she dont want to worry her twin sister n my grandmom. But sometimes, if she cant take it anymore, she'll just weep inside the room. My aunt n granny was really very angry with my dad. Being an irresponsible dad, he would skipped giving us allowances incl mom's. So ya imagine hw we tried our best to survive. Thx to my aunt n granny who was there to help.

As yrs goes by, I grew older and realised what is right and wrong. I've got myself a part-time job to ease my mom's burden and for my own allowances as well as bro's. I ignore my dad because of the way he treated us. Sometimes he didnt even went hm for so many days. The excuse.. he was busy with work. Haha.. n he was just a trailer driver. As a daughter, I'll try my best to advice him to chg n he did for a while then he went back the old way. N that woman kept calling hm. N if I picked up the phone, it will just kept quiet bt if my dad, she'll sure to speak up. She's nt a local nor is she a malay. My mom had brought up the subject 'divorce' bt he seems nt to bother abt it. So we lived miserably.

Matter got worse when my mom was diagnosed with diabetes. She becomes more weak. And as days goes by, lots of sickness come aft one another. I was in my secondary sch yrs n still working part-time. My dad? He dont even bother my mom's sickness. He will scold her n scream at her. N there was once when I was at work, and my aunt help to take care of my mom. My mom asked my dad 'Abah, na nak buah papaya', in a kiddish way(she act differently at that time.. and she kept saying that she's going). No wat my dad did? He shouted at her saying that he got no money to buy all those things. Cant he just say to her in a nice way. I mean she's already sick n weak. It really tear my heart when I heard it. So from then on, I really hate him! Hate him to the max. Bt mom, aunt n grandmom always reminds me that no matter wat, he's still my dad. N they nvr taught me n my bro to be rude to him or to forget him. Bt my dad always think they are bt it's not. It's me who made the decisions. I'm nt being rude to him n i dont want to. Each time I c his face, takes me back to the past. That's y i stayed away from him.

The last yr in sec sch was really a tough one. My friends decided to isolate me for dunno wat reasons. Maybe because i didnt turn up for sch for abt 3-4wks each mth jus to work n take care of my mom!( and they thot tat i mixed with some bad companies). My mom got worse.. really worse. She starts to imagine things like seeing someone in green jubah talking to her.. n she kept telling us that her new plc gonna be very far. She kept banging her head on the wall cos she said it's heavy n she cant take it. N I'm taking my 'N' as well. Pressure pressure pressure! All the while in sch, I just kept quiet.

On 28 Sept '00, my aunt n I accompany my mom to hospital cause she cant stand the pain she's suffering. N i really pity my mom. My mom waited for my bro to comes hm from sch bt he did nt. Alexandra Hospital was where my mom was awarded. My aunt & me are like lost. Dunno wat to do. My aunt kept on crying. We went to my bro sch to get him n my granny who was then working. She nearly faint when she heard the news. We all head to the hospital. Met up with my step-siblings(from my dad 1st marriage). My step-sis was really mad with my dad! My mom was warded in the ICU cos according to the doc, she's in serious condition. I saw her eyes trying to tell me something. I was in tears when i c her condition. My brother was soo close with my mom. He's the manja one. He's the most affected one. At night, my sis came to my plc to find my dad. And he was happily watching tv like nothing happened. N my sis n bro in law had an arguement with him.

Then on the nxt morning, at abt 4am, my sis came knocking at the door telling that my mom gt stroke n in comma. That was the hardest part of my life. We rushed with our sch unis to hospital. N that morning i had my 'N' level exam. I proceed as normal. Bt i didnt tell anyone wat happened until the DM had to hold up our class for something. I had no choice bt to inform my form teacher.. Ms Lucy Tay. She's the nicest person I've known tat time. She drived me to hospital n gave me a box of tissue. Although she's a Christian, she prayed for my mom. I did pray hard for gd news.

Then on 3 Oct'00. My mom life's depends on life-supporting machine. My dad, bro n me was inside the room. My dad was pretending to cried bt no tears at all. He's really gd at acting up at the very last moments. I'm nt making up bt it's true even my brother says so. At abt 4pm, the doc broke the news. Unpleasant news... my mom already passed away in her coma. Leaving me n my younger brother. I regret I didnt treasure the last moments with mom cos too busy with work. But I hope my mom rest in peace n hope she's happy up there.

Mama, u always be in our heart no matter where we are. N we will treasure the good memories that we had together even through the hard times.

2005-05-17T10:29:00.000+08:00

Been busy.. busy.. busy.. =)

Last wk i went to the doc again. Bad news. The lump on my ear is growing again n I can feel it! *sigh* Doc Kumar was kinda angry with me cos I didnt massage it to prevent it from growing.. u no wat is the reason.. cos the feeling of touching it makes me shiver.. Norman was there with me n he just kept smilling n teasing me.. i feel like pinching his cheeks! Anyway due to my irresponsible action, the doc had to inject me with steroid. And it's exremely painful bt I think im already sort of used to it cos the other time during my surgery more worse.. he actually inject abt 3 times.. so from that day onwards, i've been pressing on n off.

Went to Concourse on Sat to get some party stuffs with V. We managed to stick within our budget. We walked to Bussorah St & Arab St before settling dwn at Zam Zam Restaurant to eat. We're quite famished by then cos we had nothing since breakfast. Believe it or not ppl, i never been to Bussorah St. So i'm kinda fascinated with the enthic shops, those lil thingy tat i saw. Me n V r like 'OMG, look at this thingy!' in most of our conversations. Hahaz...

On sun, met up with Norman. Yea, usual stuffs... watched movie 'House of Wax'. Kinda gruesome. I'm gonna watch The Amityville Horror . Probably this wkend.. i'll let ya know what it's like .

2005-05-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

My mood's very dwn this few days.. there's lots of stuffs in my head nw. To those of u tat had been there for me throughout my saddest moments, i really appreaciate alot! Thx for all those encouragements & advices. U all r the best babes! My desicision is final. I dont want to waste time anymore. =)

A few days ago, me & fiance talked abt marriage prepatory courses. I cant believe that we really going for that. Of course im exhilarated abt it. It all happens so fast. Nxt yr gonna be my big day... my wedding day.. my big wedding day.. hahahaa..

N 2 Ayu... where have u been? tagboard missing dgn org2 dia skali... tag me ya..

2005-05-07T09:46:00.000+08:00

hi hi hi! Im quite happy nw tat the big white plaster on my ear had finally been removed n my ear is in gd shape nw.. heee.. anyway my fiance accompany me yest. This time an ang-moh doc consult me. I was suprised cause Doc Kumar was nt there. I feel awkward with this doc. He comes from no where n he didnt really know what's happening to me. He only depends on the reports that was written by Kumar. Anyway, while waiting for my appt again, i was delighted to see Kumar. He take a look at it again, took some pixs n advice me n even let me c hw it looks like b4 n aft. He's really a nice guy! Oh ya.. he gt new phone also N7610. hahaa... luckily he didnt get xxx mdl..

We met up with Juli at hm. Head to JP cause she wanna get MP3. She's soo obsessed with it. We had dinner at Swensons n watched movie 'Kingdom of Heaven'.

emmm.. yummy!

Nw, im nt in the mood to do stuff. It's time for me to think abt my future. Im nt gg to stuck in this situation n gain nothing from it. It really sucks. Im kinda feeling devastated abt it. Maybe im nt meant to be wat it is now. Im kinda pissed by the way u talk, the way u try to settle some stuffs, everything abt u nw SUCKS! i prefer the old u. N ya im nt happy abt it. I will find a way to get out from this mess. N I hope Allah will give me strength to overcome this. I don want to leave u. Bt u leave me with no choice. N im nt talking abt my fiance... he's lot better than u!

2005-05-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

Back to work again. I almost overslept jus nw cos my hp batt was low & i can hardly hear my alarm rings. Bt then i reached at an impeccable timing! Gt lots of paper work to do today.. n manage to clear a whole lot of it.. my desk is in a mess.

Here's an update over the wkend... last sat me n juli went shopping. It was a very sunny weather n i was like putri lilin u no! Trying to escape from the sun. Well.. i didnt spent tat much on tat day.. jus abt 100 plus for skincare & cosmetic products. First stop, we both went to Chanel counter at Taka. Juli need to get something from there too... went to Cine to watch movie 'Shikoku'. N Juli said tat, if she got a daughter, she'll name her tat.. n I was like yikes-a-doo! tat's a ghost name girl.. n coincidentally i met Is & Stella with another fren Habsah(i think tat's the spell)... n happens tat they watch the same movie n directly sitting infront of me! We hang out together aft tat.. we took neoprint n chilin at NYDC. Oooh.. i breach my diet rule again.. this time i indulge in cookie-monster mudpie.. soo delicious.. then met up wit my twin bimbo V.. hahaha.. for a while to talk craps.. oh yea.. i took some pixs of us at NYDC..

me n juli

the girls... Is, Stella n Habsah

on sun, i met up with hubby to watch movie again.. XXX2. Nice show.. lots of action.. go n catch it ya! had dinner @ Swensons then went back cos im soo dead tired.. n for yest, i was at hm.. bored... my fiance went out with his frens.. so i was lazing at hm..

2005-04-30T08:44:00.000+08:00

sat morning.. i've been waiting for the wkend badly... i dunno y lately im feeling really tired. maybe im on diet n nt eating much n im lacking of energy to move ard... well anyway today im gg shoooppppinnng! yay! bt im tryin to limit myself. nt gonna spend too much or maybe none.. well we'll c huh... i'll update ya guys on tues.. :p

i was blogging ard yest n gt to no a few bloggers.. it's fun getting to know someone new.. n they're friendly. i had dinner with the office babes at IMM.. something different than usual.. we had lots of fun.. talking craps n i breach my own diet rule which is eating chocolate ice-cream.. im suppose to avoid sugar bt still cant resist the temptation. i feel regret aft eating it... haiz..

oh ya, yest i took a few pics of myself.. duh! sooo vain.. cant help it! ok babes.. enjoy the wkends/holiday.

2005-04-27T12:04:00.000+08:00

lately been reading wedding magazines again.. trying to figure out my budget. aft calculating.. i think i need to have abt 20k.. n hw the heck im gonna get tat! every morning i woke up n think abt it.. i think i'll have to depend on my cup noodles & apples... lol! im also thinking the venues.. the wedding dinner... mak andam.. wedding deco..etc.. i got an idea for my wedding favour bt the prob is where to get the stuffs.. so rite nw im still searching for the thingy.. cant reveal it nw babes!

went for my follow-up appt on mon.. gd news from dr. kumar.. he told me tat it's healing n can actually take out the big white plaster bt he's afraid that there might be infection so i told him to leave it that way n bear for a wk more... haiz.. so nxt appt(on 6/5) cant wait!

yest i chat wit my hamitaro.. n bad news from her.. actually both gd & bad. she's gg to aust to further her studies.. im happy for her bt sad too cos she'll be away for dunno hw lng.. babe, if ya having vacation n r back in singapore make sure find me n we can go n chill out.. don forget to brg back a aussie bloke! hahaha... nah im jus kidding!

2005-04-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

ok.. here i am again cos quite bored! oh yea.. no wat?? im really happy to get back to work.. miss my colleagues soo much n also i missed my mummy's (superior lah.. nt mamasan okie..) b'day which is last sat! i gt compliments too! like 'hey lyea, u slim down already!' hw happy i heard tat.. i think maybe it's the clothes im wearing lah girls..

yest i went for my ear appt.. i hate the waiting time.. jus to chg the dressing, waited for abt an hr.. then there's this auntie who cant wait begins to complaint.. soo damn impatient! i feel like telling her off 'hello, im here longer than u mdm! y dont ya keep ya mouth shut!' well of course im nt like tat lah.. im nt tat rude k. well the doc was always friendly.. his name is Kumar.. we talk craps abt hp lah.. abt my ear..he also asked abt hubby n he's kind enuf to take a pic of my ear to show it to me.. n i was like yikes! no y?? cos my skin is slit into 2 n there's sort of a small whole in btw em with a little bleeding. Bt he assured me tat it' gonna be ok in abt 2 wks time.. then no more big plaster covering my ear. huh!

over the wkends i came across my old diary yr 2002! lama jugak tu! read abt me n hubby getting alng.. it's quite tough during those early days.. to understand him n to no him better.. gd times n bad times.. i jus kept smilling as i read on.. i found some movie tickets too.. put it on my photo albums where the rest are. i cant believe tat our relationship from a friend, to boyfriend n nw my fiancee! im happy abt it.. hubby.. im happy tat i found U! n nw looking forward for the big day with U!

well enuf of being mushy! ok lah.. dah penat type ni.. gd day everyone!

2005-04-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

Im back at work aft 1 wk mc.. lazing at hm doin nothing besides cooking n tidying up the room.. i thought i cld get a gd rest bt i was wrg, i got a backache the very nxt day n the following days.

Meet up with chee keong on sat to come over to hubby's plc to fix the new CPU.. n do some IT stuffs while me n Juli busy eating ice-cream. n she keeps feeding me with chocolates.. kinder bueno, ferrero... then accompany hubby go sim lim to get a keyboard. watched Sembilu 2005(believe it or nt i think this is my 5th or 6th time watching malay movie) haha.. hubby didnt have enuf rest on tat day.. pity him. only got abt 2hrs of sleep.. we went out later in da evening.. watch movie Guess Who, apply for our SurfCard at Heeren n dinner at Swenson.

On Sunday, hubby went dwn to town to get his cap he bought yest chg cos wrg size lah.. ade ke he get Boy size?? ok lah don blame him cos he's soo excited to get it n the design nt bad lah.. so kesian dia kena gi sana sorang2... he fetched me later to have dinner with me.. awww hubby u're sooo sweet! n even more sweeter.. in the cab, he surprised me by giving a watch.. Adidas watch.. n it's a pair so it's a couple watch! sometimes i think hubby still have his romantic side.. it's jus tat he dont quite like to show it! love u baby!

2005-04-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

i told V tat im gg to save n nt gg to spend again bt hey jus last sat i bought shoes nt 1 bt 2 pair of shoes! damn me! cant resist stilletos.. actually i tried abt 5 pairs n hubby was quite pissed with me cos cant make up my mind each time buying some stuffs.. sorry dearie.. we watched Beaty Shop starring Queen Latifah.. kinda cool! u ppls shld watched recommended by me!

i got a call from NUH tis morning.. i still cant believe my surgery is tomorrow.. yikes-a-doo! initially the appt was made at 5pm.. then the nurse called again n said the doc decide to get it done in the wee hours.. hahaha kidding.. its at 0715am... weird rite the timing.. didnt no the docs also fickle minded... i wonder hw it's like aft the surgery??

kinda stress at work.. monday blues i guess?? oh ya today it's NANA b'day! happy b'day to u! well gotta go nw lah.. anyway pray for me. hope tat the surgery tomorrow will be successful.

cheers! ;p

2005-04-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

i've been away for quite sometime nw... bt hey im back!

i went for my ear consultation on 1st April n the doc is soo nice n he recognise my hubby! he explained to me the steps tat he & the other surgeons gonna take.. the room was just full of laughter.. im very cool at tat moment bt i think tat maybe on the day itself im gonna freak out! ooh ya! there's some pantang larang also.. it cant touch water n hw the heck im gonna wash my hair! duh! n aft they took out the tissue, it cant be sew back. n i have to walk ard wit plaster on my ear. soo babes.. imagine! i think im nt gg dwn town if tat happens..

jus last wkend went to my hubby relative's wedding.. meet up with his cousins n sister. we're quite close nw even though we rarely meet up or talk to each others bt this bunch is jus full of laughter n i love them to bits! my mom-in-law 2 be was always nice to me.. she even took for me some kuihs & dessert for us! so sweet.. n i also love her like i love my hubby.. i thank Allah for allowing me to meet all the lovely & nice ppls tat fill my life nw! incl my lovely peeps.. n im really happy with them nw! ;p the bride is soo damn pretty! n the relatives are friendly.. n my mom-in-law 2 be has been gg ard telling them im her 'bakal menantu'. n i was exhilarated of course! n no wat?? wen i was there, i was like thinking hw MY wedding will look like.. *Ayu don laugh ok*

well gotta ciao nw bt will update ya guys soon!

2005-03-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

been too busy with cross-stitching lately so got no time to update my blog.. spent most of my free time doing tat thing.. n im enjoying it! well at 1st i gt it all wrg bt i managed to correct my mistakes..

i went for my ear appt last Wed(16th) with my dear hubby. no wat e doc did? he just touch my ear.. look2 n said 'oh my gd, it's complicated.. blah..blah', n then they finally come to a conclusion tat is they have to rf me to the cosmetic surgery dpt n i have to come back for another appt.. n tat's it for 21 bucks! wow! tat's hw they earn.. nw i knew. n i have to come back again 1st April to consult a diff doc! sucks man! n i cant believe it tat im gg to COSMETICAL surgery..they have to re-construct my ear to make it look nicer than having a 'crooked' ear. tat's wat the doc said.. very thoughtful huh! well i've no choice rite so i guess i'll have to go.. haiz..

last Sat(19th), my company having a conference at Amara Hotel. nt tat happening.. talk n talk.. bt the food there so-so.. bt their chocolate cake is damn nice n i had 2 slices(well, it's chocolate! cant resist kan??!!).
i saw my cousin.. whom i thought he was someone else i dont no bt one of my fren who used to be the same sch as me said that it's him! hahaha.. n he said im 'sombong'(unfriendly)..cant believe it he's working there.. n his hair, he dyed his fringe n he looks like a gay.. aft tat meet up hubby. went to town.. go shop again.. biasa lah.. fashion consultant kan.. hubby finding shirt to go for his fren wedding on Sun so i pick 1 Quiksilver shirt for him n guess wat? the nxt day his fren said nice n want to go get it.. marah a bit lah dia cos mcm tak de design lain ke.. hahaha.. anyway.. they did went to Paragon lah.. i think his friend gt one.. n yest we meet up again.. shop again.. had dinner n had fun too.. ;p

YUMMY! chocolate brownie

2005-03-16T04:05:00.000+08:00

YUMMY!! chocolate brownie

im back.. back again.. (familiar anyone??)

well, yea been away for few days nw. been really tired n spend most of my free time reading novels. i love books.. ya cant believe lyea read books?? wateva guys.. well currently reading 'Can u keep a SECRET?' by Sophie Kinsella. u might guess.. she's famous with her Shopaholic series.. it's kinda funny.. keeps me smilling all way lng.. even my bro thot im mad reading n laughing on my own! wateva brother!

last sat wen out wit hubby! we met up early for the first time on sat! he collected his Spawn stuff(i always admire the figurines.. very artistic!) then we went to China Square Central to look for the same stuffs again.. n we chill out at Spinelli n that mouth-watering thing up there(i got a prob wit it, it just can show the pix bt u can c it in my 14th day entry) is wat i indulge in. Hubby gt some cake forget wat it's callled bt sure it's nice.. we head to Raffles City n i bought a book again.. bt with discount cos hubby cousin Aishah working there.. n wow! i think she loose weight.. n she's very nice.. then we drop by Flash & Splash at CityLink.. hubby bought a t-shirt n he suprised me by getting me a Roxy bag.. k love u darlin(hey im nt a materialistic ok..) we had dinner n walk ard n watch movie ' BoogieMan'.. lots of plans on tat day.. it was a great day!

2005-03-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

YUMMY

2005-03-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

nothing much happening in the office this morning.. did some follow ups n do the normal stuff.. didnt really eat proper food.. my feet hurting me.. nt sure hw come it hurts badly n im nt sure im gg jogging today bt i did brought the stuffs.. hope Joan nt mad at me cos i did inf her earlier on. maybe becos of too much walking ard last Sat n Mon..

well on Mon, aft work i met up with lovely hubby to shopping again!!! yay! we went to Taka. wanna get perfumes so we browse ard.. we went ard n ard n i think all the salesgirl might think tat we're mad over choosing the perfumes.. we both cant decide which one.. heeee.. 1st we went to Chanel cos i really love their Chance & Allure perfume, then we went to find Escada, n the list goes on.. *im nt tat brand-conscious ok* well finally we make up our mind.. i bought Escada Rockin Chic(cos i loves it's sweet smell.. jus like me!!), Clinique Happy for my baby Man n a Chanel powder for me cos im really running out of it.. well i love seeing baby so happy!! muaccckz! we went for dinner n watch movie Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events.. i like the childrens.. they're soo intelligent.. emm i wonder how my kids behave when i have one.. hehee.. we bump into Zaki & Suhana(hubby's friend)..

had a wonderful evening wit hubby although im totally out of energy to even move a limb.. lovely days up ahead babes!

2005-03-08T07:34:00.000+08:00

here i am back again! absent for few days already cos im too tired to type my blog.. been busy over the weekend.. nt actually lah.. haha

well, on Sat went to shopping wit Viv to Bugis. Initially, we've planned out to where we're heading to bt we're stuck at Bugis for few hrs(yeah.. normal for us girls rite)... well, i didnt shop for quite sometime n don normally hangs out wit my girlfriends nowadays so i decide to give myself a break.. shopping n chillin out at cafes wit the babes.. well i sort of flash back my old memories wit my peeps during my teenage yrs.. it was fun! well nw left with lovely memories only.. ok back to reality.. i bought a couple of skirts n a pair of stilletos.. im jus shoe fetish! Viv wanted to go to Far East bt we're sort of late cos we're busy finding eye liner n finally settled with Chanel! ok babe, nxt time i promise we go there ok! ;p n yay, they'll be having sales on shoes(again) so we head there aite(u no wat im sayin).. nxt wk?? or wen?? aft fun filled shopping, we went to N.Y.D.C at Heeren.. queue quite lng bt cant resist the temptation of having mud pies! so we jus hang on wit it.. lynn came later on.. aft adding calories to my body, i head hm.. while they meet up wit Kelly & Jason & donno who to have a drink..

my legs are killing me bt i had fun!

2005-03-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

emm.. finally wkend comin.. aarrgh.. im soo dead tired! i think almost like tis few wks i didnt get enuf rest.. well yest i went out wit hubby to watch Hitch.. n can u believe it.. i wore a dress! it seems weird cos i seldom wear dress. it's either skirt or pants.. maybe i decide to start to dress up again.. ha! the last time i really dress up was like 4 or 5 yrs ago.. then i turned out to be a bit slack, relax.. wat else can it be other than surf wear excpt tat im nt tan.. ppls may think im a fake bt seriously i do love the sun, sand, sea.. it's jus tat i love my skin soo much.. tat's y im protecting it.. maybe aft im married then i decide to get myself tan.. oh ya.. i cant expose myself too much in the sun cos i might get red patches on my skin later on.. jus like a putri lilin..

back to outing with hubby.. we went to Cine as usual n luckily tat i book the tickets online or else we're gonna waste our time lining up.. we ate fast food.. yea FAST FOOD!! k im trying hard to kick out eating fast food bt for the sake of hubby i jus go wit it n for the rest of the week im gonna be eating vege.. tat's my new diet plan nw.. aft tat we went ard shopping for small tiny cute stuff.. the show is really funny.. leave all the crowds laughing the heart out.. we had a great time together yest..

well today im planning for tomorrow.. goinnnnnnnggggggg shooppppppping!!!! yay!!! so happy.. lng time nvr go shop... so wait til tomorrow i give the updates k..

2005-02-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

welllooo.. today kinda hectic.. da fax machine makes me mad!! it's nt working for dunno hw many times tis past few wks n i had a hard time running here n there to get the faxs! i think im gonna lose weight if tis continues.. *grin*

went to friendster jus nw.. saw few of my ex-sch mates.. used to be real close.. well one of em already gt married n gt a baby.. i really missed those days.. bt things chg since then.. i say no more abt it.. cos it really hurts each time think abt it.. it sucks.. my teenage life really sucks! well they're happy nw i guessed.. 1 of em actually drop me a mail on friendster asking 'where the hell have u been??' and i feel like saying 'y da hell u askin me tis nw?' they shld no tat da ans lies wit em.. bt i jus kept it to myself.. let me jus swallow all tat shit to myself.. n c hw lng i can tahan.. sorry to say all those nasty words babes.. cos i got only tis blog to throw my anger on it..

i have tis little dream inside of me.. i want to be a singer or actress bt im nt sure tat i can... they say 'u wont no until u try'.. im nt sure abt tat.. thot of trying it 1 day. maybe i could make a difference in my life.. i was also thinking of joining those workshop conducted my experience actors/actresses.. bt there's question running through my head.. wat if i flop? wat if i cant sing or act like those in the tv? wat if i cant impress them?? wat if i make a fool out of myself?? haiz.. still considering.. can anyone help me!!!

2005-02-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

wellooo.. been very busy tis whole wk.. lots of stuff to do.. moving to the new office.. settle dwn all the arrangements.. gawd damn it.. im totally shagged.. trainings of new phones.. meetings.. n lastly Samsung bowling outing yest.. can say my shedule is kinda hectic.. my eye bags are getting visible n same goes for the dark rings.. luckily today is a Sat so i can have my beauty sleep to cover the past few days i've missed.. bt of course i think im gonna cook today.. emmm.. nt sure wat dish.. bibik already took out something from the freezer this morning bt nt sure wat was it..

ok back to the topic i've started.. didnt do gd enuf for the bowling yest.. i think i suck! well no y, cos my team mates r like wow! i mean they really play like a pro.. im jus a tiny seed bt i did manage to get strike a few times n quite happy.. i think i need to polish up my bowling skills.. hahaha.. cos it's really been a lng time since i last bowl.. maybe hubby we shld do it one day.. i think my hands are hurting nw.. cos i played 1 man show on my team cos 1 of them hurt his thumb due to very lng nails(luckily i had mine cut b4 the thing started.. n it's a sacrifice) n the other gone smoking.. n i feel like giving up cos my hands cant afford to carry tat heavy thing for 6 times in a row! bt unfortunately i did nt n unexpectedly my group gt the 2nd plc.. hey im happy for all that.. well manage to pose here n there.. vain lyea! haha..

Yay! we're moving!

2005-02-22T07:31:00.000+08:00

in the office nw.. im having migraine again maybe i didnt have enuf sleep yest n partly cos im cleaning up my desk! the whole office is soo excited to move out... to a more stylish looking office.. we have our own lounge n it's soo cool.. we got OUR own plasma, dvd player, fridge n sofa.. isnt tat kewl.. it's like our 2nd hm.. well Samsung just wants us to feel more comfortable.. nw still packing my stuffs.. didnt realise tat i got loads n am trying to get rid of it..

hubby still mad at me over yest matter.. well it's partly my fault bt i hate being shouted when asking to do something.. n tat makes me really mad.. he's still sulking the whole day.. haiz.. i did apologised yest bt ...

today i think gonna spend most of my time in the office.. clearing, wiping, arranging all the stuffs.. it's gonna be very dusty in herre.. migraine is acting up again.. nvr been like this b4... im starting to feel hungry. cant wait to have dinner later.. emmm.. yummy! oh yea, we gonna shop for office stationery later.. tis wk gonna be very busy.. trainings, meetings and best of all monthly dinner.. yay! have fun together girls!

Gdbye Wkdays... Hello Wkends...

2005-02-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

me taken on da my dnd day

finally it's sat again. ha, finally i can rest myself aft hard days of works.. hahaha.. didnt do much lately.. jus trying to finish reading the bk tat i bought.. oh, yest watch APM.. was held in Suntec. Taufik sang a song dunno wat's the title bt it's nt tat nice.. the girls are like screaming the hell out.. ya Singapore Idol.. young, cute... n blah blah... ideal husband i guess.. Siti won a couple of awards i guess(cos i watched have way n my eyes r begging me to close it).. new comer Vince also got it as well.. n there's a couple of cute guys which is Hans Isaac & Delon.. they're sooo soo cute! Oh yea, the pameran pengantin already started bt i don think tat we're gg there cos hubby said tat June/July they're conducting it again.. emmm.. i was suprised tat hubby knew abt it cos he was soo busy with his stuff.. bt i think tat's a gd idea cos by then we shld have enough saving to pay for the deposit... well i guess i shld jus forget abt it for a while..

yest email to Chevrons to enquire abt their wedding packages n rates on some of their rooms.. n they asked me to mail them my no so tat they can contact me n discuss more futher on this matter.. bt b4 that i need to list out all my questions so tat it'll be easier for me to ask them.. im nw in the initial planning so i have set the proper budget.. i don want to exceed our budget which we cld end up bitting our finger nails by the end of the day.

today might be meeting up with hubby.. dunno where we're heading tis time.. we're running out of ideas.. maybe town again??!! can someone pls give me some ideas! singapore is soo small.. sometimes i thot of gg on a short trip to enjoy ourselves..

happy wkend everyone!!!

admire it!

2005-02-17T05:20:00.000+08:00

my dream wedding dais...
i fell in love when i saw this dais(for bride & groom to seat during their lunch/dinner reception).. it's my dream dais! so lovely.. the colours, decos, flowers.. all impeccably placed.. the colours r jus matching, i've always wanted a pastel wedding theme so this will be it! *smilling*

in the office nw having lunch.. well im skipping my meal again for dunno hw many time.. i didnt eat proper food for the past few wks? well 'jian fei' i think.. hahaa.. im really pushing myself really hard to slim down.. im gg for a jog today with joanne n lynn.. yea girls let's do it! im finding a nice skin for my blog cos i think i need a change?? been finding since last wk bt cant seems to find the perfect one.. haiz.. go lyea!

yest went out with hubby to bugis.. he's a bit naughty this few days.. it makes me smile each time think of it.. he's such a darling.. *sigh* we had dinner also n then went to our usual plc.. had fun too.. by the time i reached hm i was dead tired! don waste anymore time, so i washed up n went to sleep.. nt sure wat im talking to hubby over the phone while i was half asleep.. hahaha.. bt wat i remembered is tat i guide him on his computer's prob.. manage to solve it n make him happy cos he's all over with Spawn bidding..

well my lunch almost over nw n im very sleepy.. aniwae wish me luck on my jog today aft soo many mths building up the fats.. LOL!

i think i found my WEDDING RING!!!

2005-02-16T08:53:00.000+08:00

takin some pix during lunch...
was having lunch when i took tis.. actually took alot bt save it for other days.. n tis is me w/o any make up.. soo??? natural beauty tak? sweet tak?? saving it up for wedding day.. hahaaazzz... well jus came back from the lng holidays n i almost forgot wat supposed to do wen i got back yest.. well i got lot of rest during those days although it was really plain n bored.. wanted to go out bt shops r closed soo spent those times watching dvds n cookin... on the eve of CNY, watched Constatine with darling hubby lah.. who else can it be huh!!! then on3rd day met up with hubby again doing something exciting.. well it's always been very fun with him even in those cloudy days..

yest was Valentine Day bt we didnt celebrate it like the yrs before cos hubby had to work n cant take leave.. and we didnt get any gifts at all, jus something that we shared for the both of us(hw sweet! ??????) we cant spend alot nw cos have to save up for the big day.. anyway everyday is a Valentine Day... hwever i do miss getting a flower.. well hubby think tat's a waste of money cos it end up in the bin.. well it's true though bt i jus love flowers my dear! oh ya, yest went to Lee Hwa n SK to look for rings with Anna n Jie2.. i fall in love with this particular ring which i saw at Lee Hwa.. it was love at first sight! it's a 0.33 carat diamond ring! very bling! i really love it.. well i did look ard for hubby's.. found 1 with a tiny diamond in the middle of it bt im nt sure muslim guys can wear diamonds.. up to date i cant seem to find the perfect one for hubby. i did went to SK n i like their Solitaire collection.. very nice..

im suppose to have my ear infection surgery tomorrow bt pp it.. im afraid tat there might be some complication?? i pp it for another mth n i think im ready by then.. well it's all becos of my piercing during my sec yrs lah.. then nw have to waste money for the surgery.. REGRET it nw.. well i didnt think of this when i get it done.. it was jus for fun n nw suffer.. some things cant be undone..

pLaNNing???!!!

2005-02-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

nw in da office doin my work.. at the same time reading some comic bk which my colleague gt it to me n also blogging.. hahahaa.. multitasking huh! well women can do lots of things than guys.. gee.. ;p

been quite busy lately wit work as normal n finding my new skin for this blog.. i jus wanna chg something new.. i need to add some sort of 'wish list' n 'event'.. jus to update me wat im suppose to do.. if im gd at the codes.. maybe i'll be doin my own personalise blog now.. it'll be fun although sort of headache sometimes.. bt wateva it is.. i want to learn someday..

yest spoke to hubby abt our future wedding.. i think we gonna spent alot on our gifts again.. haiz.. bt wateva it is, it makes me excited abt it.. bt i don want to plan too much cos im scared tat it wont happen.. jus keep it minimum.. well ard this june or august i need to go n book my make-up artist bt on a open date.. book on the venue..n all the necessary thing.. hopes there's a wedding exhibition/pameran pengantin going on so tat i can have more choices bt nt too many.. cos im gonna have a headache by the end of the day...

i've been reading tis novel i bought at borders the other day.. although im nt yet done reading it, there's something abt it tat makes me wanna keeps on reading... it's abt tis lady who is soooo desperate to get a baby even though she's nt married n she did tried every method jus to get it.. incl those big needles u poke on ur bum..etc.. her bf sort of gave up wit her cos for 3 yrs they kept doin the same thing every night jus to conceive a baby.. n she's jus abt her late twenties n in reality, i coincidentally came across tis blog abt a lady also her late twenties trying very hard to conceive a baby.. she gt married jus last yr n almost every mth she's waiting for the day to come.. to be a complete woman.. hwever each mth passed by n the ans are just negative n tat makes her really sad bt her hubby are there for her.. i felt sorry for her... maybe belum ada rezeki yet.. n all tis stories terrified me.. im getting married nxt yr n probably planning to have our own kid in another 2-3 yrs time bt im jus soo scared that wat if we may have complications aft all tat planning... cos allah the mighty one is the one & only great planner.. he's the one that decides no matter hw gd we planned.. smoga allah jauhi lah kami dari itu semua kerana mendapat cahaya mata adalah rezeki/impian buat semua pasangan untuk mengeratkan lagi hubungan mereka sebagai suami isteri... dan menyempurnakan sebuah keluarga... smoga allah s.w.t medengar doa ku ini...

well im gonna display some pixs sooo looked out ya...

lalalaalaaaa

2005-02-04T09:04:00.000+08:00

yest was on leave.. in da mornin accompany ma mom in-law 2b for her monthly check up.. aft sending her hm i straight head hm cos me n aunt gg for marketing.. yay!! i loves to do marketing even though some of da girls my age hate it or maybe think tat's aunty stuff bt i think it's nt afterall u still have to do marketing even aft u married girls... don expect ur mom to go n do it for u unless u're staying wit her(bt i don think so 4 most of us now.. cos i reckon tat each of us wants our own dream home) hahaha.. ok im abit lor soh... sorry... bt tat's da fact.. ;p

well today at work as normal lots of complaint.. i think singaporeans love to complaint alot! as if they gt nothing better to do n they love to say 'ur product is nt gd compare to other brands'... 'ur charges r sooo x compare to other brands'.. blah..blah.. im soo sick n tired of listening to their stupid/ridiculous compliants!!

i think im gonna spent ma evening today at hm watchin tv or maybe dvds... watched White Chicks half way e other day cos of marketing.. or maybe tonight i jus continue reading ma novel.. it makes me hook onto it...

oh ya.. im suppose to start saving since last mth bt i didnt.. ma M.A(marriage account) might be screamin at me if it could.. shouting at me to start saving nw or else u end up nt having ur dream fairytale wedding n wen tat day comes.. u'll be crying.. n discipline urself.. lol.. ok..ok.. i'll really will try very hard to push myself.. tat means sacrifice on my monthly shopping trips, cut dwn on movies, scrap away on buying unnecessary stuffs which end up in da bin.. etc.. i come out wit a list soon.. ;)

bAd DAY!

2005-02-01T08:30:00.000+08:00

no wat... i gt ma 2nd sort of chicken pox dots on ma face DAMN!! it looks awful n i almost cried wen i gt it! u guess might be guessing wher da heck tis siow cabo gt it.. well it all happens on sunday aft.. while i was cooking.. aft cookin da main dish, i fried da crackers n aft a while the hot boil oil suddenly explode n da tiny droplets of hot cookin oil spit over da plc n parts of ma face, neck n ..... im tryin 2 b calm bt ma leg r shakin.. get a toothpaste n spread all over.. n nw it leaves a black marks on ma face(looks ugly!) jus like having a chicken pox! i felt like cryin on tat day.. n it HURTS! i guess i gotta bare wit it like mths b4 it leave me a beautiful scar! yikes! well rite nw i think im gonna stuff lots of whitening creams in ma room n even in da office jus in case.. hahaha.. kiasu rite.. actually im nt to tat extend lah..

well wit the dots on ma face.. all ma colleagues was sooo shocked wen they saw it.. ya i no girls it's UGLY! bt pls.. don make me feel worst ok.. hahaha... i don even dare to walk straight n if possible i don wanna go out til da dots gone or at least the black skin peeled off... haiz.. im still counting on it..

last sat was our 2nd D n D at Ritz Carlton n i finally decide to wear the cheongsam at da very last min n wit da help of Viv for da final touches.. heehe nt bad at all girl! well food was so-so.. me n Naz sat wit the a group of malay ladies(think from Nokia) n Haniffa.. n rite infront of me is a bunch of irritating MONKEYS! no y i called tat cos all da malay guys(mostly from warehouse) behave like monkeys n kept bothering me.. some i may say 'bapak org' who pretend to be single!!! yikes!! feel like walkin to their table n smack each of em on da face!! there was once tat my colleagues n i r takin pics n happen tat one of em talk to me n i was like 'get out of ma face biatch!' bt instead i jus shout 'sorry i don entertain or have time for ya bloody desperate guys!' haha.. n he was like soo embarrassed.. serve him rite for being such a nuisance! (girls im sure tat u knew how i felt tat day)

yay meetin hubby later n i have to put lots of concealer to cover it bt it's still visible.. yikes-a-doo!! im thinkin of watchin a movie today called Feng Shui. sort of scary bt i like it.. oh ya im hungry nw, nt sure wher we eatin later.. gg shoppin also.. wanna get ma office clothes.. yucks!!! sooo kakak2!

anyway i gt tis song stuck in ma head for da past few days.. tittle is Never felt Like This Before.. sung by...

Shaznay Lewis - Never Felt Like This Before

Open baby, you’ve left me,
Open now, I’m shattered into a million pieces.
Can’t stop looking over my shoulder,
Just incase you realise just how much you want this.
The longer, the sweeter, baby don’t stop.
It’s ok cause I’m down for you.
Not gonna stop till you tell me to.
I’m into you like a bad ass too.
Tell me how did this happen,
I’ve never known or what to do.

Oh oh oh.

* I’ve never felt like this before
Can’t say that you don’t make me hot,
I wanna tell ma what you got babe.
I’ve never felt like this before,
I’m lovin every minute of it don’t stop.
You are all I ever want. *

Empty standing, where you’ve left me,
Cold boy now I’m frozen, by a kiss from your lips.
Your heart tells me that you’re open,
Melted by the answers, I’ve been waiting to hear.
And now that you’ve told me boy I can’t stop.
In a flash I’m all over you.
I couldn’t stop if you told me to.
I’m into you like a bad ass too.
Tell me how did this happen,
I’ve never known or what to do.

Oh oh oh.

Repeat chorus *

Can’t hold this down or be cool,
Now playing my heart,
Now I’d like, I’m feeling you.
So I just get down to the truth,
Can nobody do to me baby like you do.

Repeat chorus *

oh no cant make out ma mind!

2005-01-28T08:10:00.000+08:00

damn... im left wit 2 more days to decide wat to wear 4 mind 2nd dnd... theme is Shangai Night.. abit difficult on wat to wear cos im soo fussy abt lookin gd.. i don want to end up like some sort like aunty wearing... hahaha i must be kidding... well i thot of wearing my cheongsam(i mean da real one of course).. i think i put up wit cabaret style(tat's wat me & v agrees) bt yet to confirm.. another is ma 5-6 yrs old kebaya-pantsuit vietnam wit a touch of cheongsam look.. so till nw i cant make up ma mind.. oh lyea..

in da office.. we'll all r soo excited for tis sat incoming event.. ya again we go back to da same topic.. well everyone wants to look their best of course.. ;p i keep on surfing da net to find ma ideal wedding theme(again??.. ya it wont end of course til ma wedding day.. haha), the ideal mak andam.. i think i will stick wit ma 1st choice.. Fatimah Mohsin Wedding Gallery! cos i've seen her work.. it's lovely! bt b4 tat i was thinkin to go for Zulradi bt i understand tat da make-up artist is a guy.. (i still go for modern stuff though it's jus for tis thing i'm sort of stick abit wit traditional thing).. for da decor maybe thinkin of getting SJ or Istana Wedding or even Fatimah Mohsin herself.. so im still considering.. im nt sure wen will ma hubby2b will start discussing wit me on tis.. well da most important thing is we have to start saving lots of money to get tat dream wedding.. haha.. i hope i can start booking on june onward provided i gt da green light.. heheeehee..

eat. eat.. n eat..

2005-01-26T07:31:00.000+08:00

c da title.. i keep on eating tis few days... don ask me y.. although im keep reminding maself to jian fei bt i jus cant.. jus plc some chocolates on the tables or even cookies(cos im a sweet-tooth babe) n u'll c it will b gone in less than 30mins or perhaps less than 15mins? hahaa... i think im jus growing n growin.. must start to discipline maself to get the ideal weight.. actually i target to get 45kg back.. n tat was me 4yrs ago... aaarrrgggghhh..... i have to start starving maself b4 ma wedding.. cos i don wanna slip into a gown tat looks horrible to me.. yikes!..

abt ma wedding.. im thinkin to have a fairy-tale like wedding.. bt yet to confirm cos i've gt a few ideas in ma head.. im nt sure which one is it.. i think i need to hire a wedding planner or wat.. cos i want everything to be perfect jus like wat i planned.. bt i think it's impossible cos they wont no wat exactly i have in mind.. wat if it turns out nt wat i expected?? it's gonna be a disaster.. everything tat i planned will be ruin.. im jus scared.. cos it's such a important day of ma life! n it happens once in a life time! bt i will try to find da best or jus depends on ma close girlfriends.. oh girls u gotta help me on tis... ;p

well didnt do much yest.. since tat im soo tired so i slept aft Las Vegas show.. n the actor is soo cute! well goooood day everyone!

psst, here some joke i gt from some site....

A Sweet Ass Story
It was another Payday and I was tired of Mr. Goodbar. I saw Miss Hershey standing behind the Powerhouse on the corner of Clark and Fifth Avenue when I whipped out my Whopper and whispered, “Hey Sweetheart, how'd you like to Crunch on my big hunk for a Million Dollar Bar?”Well, she immediately went down on my Tootsie Roll, and it was like pure Almond Joy!I couldn't help but grab her delicious Mounds because it was easy to see that this little Twix had the Red Hots. It was all I could do to hold the Snickers and Crackle as my Butterfinger went up her tight little Kit Kat and she started to scream “Oh Henry, Oh Henry!” Soon she was fondling my Peter Pan and ZagNut and I knew it wouldn't be long before I blew my Milk Duds clear to Mars that gave her a taste of the old Milky Way. She asked me if I was into M&M, but I said, “Hey Chicklet, no kinky stuff.” I said, “Look you little Reese's Pieces, don't be a Zero, be a Lifesaver. Why don't you take my Whatchamacallit and slip it up your Bit 'O' Honey?” (What a piece of Juicy Fruit she was, too!) She screamed, “Oh Crackerjack, better than the Three Musketeers!” as I rammed my Ding Dong up her Rocky Road and into her Peanut Butter Cup. Well, I was giving it to her Good 'N' Plenty, when all the sudden... my Starburst!Yeah, as luck would have it, she started to grow Chunky and complained of a Wrigley in her stomach. Sure enough, nine months later, out popped? Baby Ruth!

sLeePy Dazzz...

2005-01-25T07:33:00.000+08:00

hey.. monday blues again.. im nearly fall asleep once i reached office.. n ma legs r aching like hell! damn im soo tired.. again lots of things to do in da office.. papers here n ther.. no wat hubby's grandmom is MISSING!!! help..help!!! im soo damn worried wen ma hubby told me yest.. infact ma whole family was soo worried.. we don even got a clue wher she head to n worst of all.. she brought alng her clothes n PASSPORT.. im praying for her safety whereva she is.. im abt to cry wen i heard from hubby again tis morning tat they still cant find her.. oh nenek.. nenek... wher r u?? :(

yest was shidah's engagement.. n WOW! she look different man.. cos everytime she went to work she hardly had those thick layers of makeup on her face.. so tat's explain the beauty tat had been revealed.. hehe.. oh ya.. got lots of cheeky guys also... *goosebumps* then aft tat meet up wit hubby for dinner.. gosh! im famished man.. thot of watchin movie bt nt tat interesting so give it a pass.. then head hm..

on fri(hari raya haji).. in da mornin help bibik cook cos we goin over to ma mom's in-law 2 b n also his grandmom.. well getta meet up wit his relatives.. ayu(we got lots to talk abt.. jus gt to no we gt something in common! tat is dikir barat..oh i miss those days..) nana.. cutie babies.. it was fun.. get to disturb nenek also..

rite nw im planning wat to do on VALENTINE'S DAY.... wants to suprise hubby.. thot of skydining.. which me n aggie agrees.. bt hubby working on 13 n 14.. so nw im like cracking ma brain.. gotta think of plan B.. which im nt sure wat.. maybe i'll go on other days.. haiz.. hubby hubby... i jus wants da best for u!

"It is better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all." -St. Augustine

Im sooo SICK!

2005-01-22T06:00:00.000+08:00

damn! im dwn wit fever.. feeling very sick.. didnt went to work yest bt did meet up wit ma colleagues at JP in da evening... had dinner n get ma hair cut at Storm.. then accompany them go shopping n i become their consultant.. heheheee.. went to BEGA.. at first thot tat the clothes ther r for aunty bt looks can be deceiving.. they're nt bad actually.. saw a few tat i like bt think tat i can only get it like end of da mth.. ma colleagues spent abt 300 at that shop only... hahahahaaa.. nt bad lah.. cos they also got to sign up their membership so still ok wat! n no wat.. hubby's whole body is aching.. due to da training he had yest evening.. pity him..

aniwae today im feelin more sick.. n end up gg to work in da aft.. still feelin abt giddy though.. maybe cos of those drugs tat was prescibed by da doc. n i think im nt any gettin better.. dunno y. oh ya.. i had tis dream last nite.. quite funny n romantic.. i was in some sort of sch(think it's overseas) n ma sch is having some sort like a prom nite(i think) n ther was tis guy(maybe i gt a crush on him in ma dream).. he's cute bt cant really make out his face.. bt 1 thing for sure he's ang moh! n wow! (bt wateva it is.. HUBBY u're still be in my heart no matter wher i am kzzz!)... n at tat prom nite, i was sitting wit ma frens n i heard tat he' s nw attached wit a gal bt he's nt really into it wit tat gal.. i was sort of heartbroken wen i heard it.. bt hweva i manage to kill tat feeling.. da nxt thing is tat.. he was in a band n singing ma fav song or our fav song?? n i cant take it anymore so i walk off n i did feel tat ma cheeks r wet so i guess im crying(funny leh.. i don no tis person bt c hw he can make a heart break so easily) n i ran out n he saw.. it was a rainy day.. i was really hurt n sobbing all da way.. da nxt thing is i wished i cld fly so tat i cld get rid of all those n i did.. i.. can.. FLY! hehehee.. funny.. tis guy he actually chase aft me n confess everything to me.. bt i couldnt even hear wat he's saying.. nxt thing is we end up together n dinner i guess bt%

In da office... N yeah finally it's been cleared!

2005-01-18T05:38:00.000+08:00

Last wk was totally a stressful wk! Nearly go bonkers! however, i manage to survive... ;p aniwae here's the update 4 da pass few days i, MIA.. on Sat, i thot tat i wanna get ma hair cut bt then i think gt not much time cos im meeting hubby early so decide to get it done other days then.. not much happenin though, we jus dine in at seoul garden n walk ard.. intend to watch movie bt end up watch soccer.. haiz... n i think im beginning to get hook onto it.. hahaa..

Well on sunday, went to da cemetery to pay respect to ma late lovely mom n to settle somethings as well. im totally relieved cos i've finally settle ma mom's stuff.. cos to me she's on the top of ma list(also goes to ma sweet hubby).. well mama, i hope u have a happy life up there n nt suffering like wat u had dwn here.. cos i c enuf of tat n i hear enuf already n now all i want is u to be happy n pray for me n ur little son so tat we can achieve all tat is gd for us... n again hw i wish tat u r here wit us so tat u can c wat's happenin in our lifes.. to share the joy n happiness even without abah.. bt Allah loves u most n wants to take away all the misery tat u had gone through.. it was really hard to accept it at first.. we, cant believe it either tat u have gone to meet him.. we r all soo lost(cos we're soo young n still need ur guidance) n u're gone too soon... tears jus cant stop rolling dwn ma cheeks... bt abah was soo plastic.. we all knew him soo well.. he don suffer so much pain unlike us.. n he still continue his drama til the end n he played it well... im not sure i will forgive him for wat he had done to us.. (*thinkin*).. bt wateva it is mama, u're alwaz b in our heart... our lovely mom, Ana.

'Time may past bt memories will last'

Too busy @ work... but....

2005-01-13T02:50:00.000+08:00

Too busy at work bt too free to type tis?? hahaa.. nah, im jus sort of stressed up at work(cos of all tat nasty custs) n on the other hand, sleepy. So i jus like pop up to tis window n do ma stuff while juggle wit other duties.. Well got loads to do bt it's fine wit it cos the time flew quite fast.. one look at da watch.. n its time to LOG-OUT!!!

Ya no wat??!! Lately i've been dreaming abt my dream hm.. haiz.. nt sure wen gonna get it.. bt most prob we'll be finding it end of da year ... oooh.. sound quite fun huh! well i love to have a modern, balinese plus resort concept n i think i'll decorate it wit candles n those oil burners to make nice aroma in da house.. emm jus like in the spa.. soo relaxing... okayz lyea.. enuf of tat.. the rest of ma ideas will be contributed to my dream hm n ya'll guys will get to see it aite! LOL..

'Treasure watever that u have now before it's all gone n u will end up blaming urself for wat's had been done!'

Cheers!

Monday Blues.... Still sleepy.. brain down

2005-01-11T02:42:00.000+08:00

Aaarrggghhh!!! im damn sleepy man.. didnt actually rest over da wkend. But i did enjoy it. Had a b'day bbq on Sat(one of ma colleague's b'day). It's really fun. Loads of food... emmm yummy.. n im still thinkin of it. Da most happenin thing was tat GG's boyfren purposed to her wit a bouquet of flowers wit the ring in the middle of it rite aft she blew her candles. Awwwwww!!!!! Sooooo sweeet... i felt crying.. Viv, Aggie too was so touched.. it's really romantic. Hw i wished tat it could happen to me... heheehehe.. cos it's like a once in a life time thing.. so y nt! Well im still waiting bt didnt expect much lah.. as lng im happy wit my darlin Norman...

Sunday, thot tat i could spend my day at hm doin some cookin or cleanin da house. Well aft i did all tat stuff(while waiting for hubby to come back from his trip), he called n said to meet up n so we did. N wow! he bought lots of stuffs 4 all of us.. i didnt expect all tat as lng tat he come back safely. Haizzz.. lyea is soo sweet...(think u guys reading tis must be puking...lol). Anyway, we both go catch a movie Seed of Chucky(nt wat i expected). Oh ya, i've been craving for wanton noodles n gt it da same day.. hahaa bt still craving for ban mian. Jus cant stop eating.. n i gain weight again.. duh!

It'z been a long time.....

2005-01-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

Halooz...

It's been a lng time since i last updated my blog.. *sigh*. It's all becos of ma pc! Got hack again & i feel like giving it up cos need to get da tech guys to fix it up again...

Lots of thing happened 4 da pass few mths.. da latest is the tragedy of Tsunami which happened on 26th Dec '04. The news really shocked the whole world. Lots of ppls died.. young & old. It's really2 sad. Read the papers made my tears roll dwn ma cheeks. It all happens very fast.. the waves flowing to da shore n ppls running ard try to save their lives & loved ones. Maybe Allah S.W.T trying to open up our eyes.. time 4 us to repent cos the world might gg to the end.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda: "Sebelum berlakunya hari qiamat, akan terdapatnya kematian yang amat menakutkan dan kemudian dari itu berlakulah tahun-tahun gempa bumi" (Hadis riwayat Ahmad).

Was too busy lately...

2004-10-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

Heyz watz upz!! been kind of busy lately got no time to log on net.. not tat much thing happen.. i'll jus continue on wher i stopped the other day..

Well on the 8th Oct, we went to Lido to watch Art of The Devil. Kind of freaky though. Abt black magic which actually do happen ard us.. Try hard nt to believe bt it do happen w/o us knowing it. Aft watching, we head hm cos damn tired...

Anyway today is the 7th day of fasting.. first few days i was really tired.. thought tat i couldnt make it bt i did & alhamdulilah i manage. Well i meet up wit hubby on tuesday. Meet his mom at hm, she's really sick. I felt sorry for her. She's very weak. Breakfast at his plc n out to Geylang to meet up wit Ina & Ken. I also bum to my old fren.. Mizah. She's getting married tis Jan! wow tat's a fast one.. hahaha.. well we jus walked ard. FYI, Geylang bazaar is nt like it used to be.. kind of deserted now. Not tat much things. Not tat much crowd either. Maybe i went there too early or wat! Tis coming sat is my company D & D, nt sure wat to wear actually.. well i think now im a bit lazy to dress up nt like last time... im jus getting tired of all tat stuffs.. well til herre then.. n ya aaron aziz gt his baby boy wit diyana halik n they named him Daniel Anaqi.. nice name.. sure to be like his dad.. he's born on 5th Oct 04 at Thomson Medical... haiz...

07.10.04. ma birthday.. :p

2004-10-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

No wat?? another yr old.. haiz.. so damn sad to leave my teen life behind me n start to think of my real future.. haha.. Well i woke up quite early today, cos im used to wake up as early as 8 plus. Do some chores n bath cos i need to go to IMM to get a shawl 4 tonite!! I'm attending a dinner at my hubby's company's d & d @ Meritus! Unexpected things happened aft tat which is really bad.. i think i shld keep it to myself. Thanks to Lynn for her help. She's really a helping hand when im in need..

I try to make tis short cos someone complains tat my blog is too lng.. :p Well i went to IMM to meet up wit Lynn n settle some stuffs n walk ard to find shawl bt none! I thought i saw somewhere but sh** i got no time for tat. Thot tat i will drop by at Lucky Plaza if i got time later. Hubby msg me to meet him up at 0430 @ Dhoby Gaut Mrt Station or Plaza Sing. Watz up wit him want to meet up early cos the dinner only starts @ 7pm. Well as i am running late cos the time is abt 3. Took the bus n head hm. Bought some stuffs for bibik. Pity her lah, if i got lots n lots of cash i'll her anything tat she wants.. bt in ma dreams only :(

Reached hm abt 330 n get ready to go. Trouble communicating wit hubby. Asked him wat shld i wear. Don asked me to wear a dress all da way to town?? Well i settled wit t-shirt & jeans. Packed my dress, shoes in my paperbag & off. I took a cab n head to Lucky Plaza to get shawl (c i could do lot of things in a short time :p.. well tat's me!) n to Wisma to chg my sandal's size. Then took a cab again to Rendevous (as been instructed by my hubby). Found my hubby at the lobby.
And suprise!!! well i saw my b'day on the table as well as my presents!!! well i settled all ma stuff first.. n opened up my presents.. It's da Guess? watch tat i've wanted to get.. n it's PINK!! god i love tat colour.. so ME very girly!! haha.. got Guess? hp trinket n Liana gave me a mug soo cute wit Rugged Bears.. Well abt time, we dressed up for the event.. So handsome & pretty huh! LOL!

We took a cab again heading to Cineleisure wher we met up wit Ina & Ken. I really feels very lady in a tube dress n very high heels. All da ppls hangin ard looked at both of us as if we're both r aliens! We jus walked ard ther n meet up a few more frens of hubby's. At abt 6 plus closed to 7 we went to Meritus. Oh ya, Ina & Ken wished me 'Happy B'day' n i received quite a no of smses from ma frens both old & new. Really light up ma day! Back to da hotel, i saw Halim wit his frens w/o Raakel. He too wished me by singing.. soo embarassing. Raakel out for Alicia Key's concert. Aft a while, we went up to level 6. Bump to Zaki & Suhana on our way up. Lots of ppl. Staring.. looking.. n ya one of the lady saw us n asked to take couple pic.. very paiseh leh. Alot of ppl looking bt we jus go ahead.. I posed my fav pose!! well im sort of vain n loves to pose!! Nxt, went picture sketching booth.. hubby soo cute, he's sketch shows him very chubby with hands like wings hahaha.. well as 4 me.. elegant lil pinky.. oopps not pink today.. it's black! Then we proceed to our tables.. food not bad quite nice. sat wit Lin, Ina some more names i dunno.. Kumar was in the show & talk lots of crap abt sex!! yikes n did i mention tat?? well sometimes we shld tink more openly on tis issue.. okie.. blah..blah.. It end abt 11plus. Went back to da plc n sleep.. Nitz...

Well today, we woke up n get ready to watch a movie at Lido title Art of The Devil.. Nt bad quite scary. More to black magic which does happens ard us. Then we head.. Once reached i settled down ma stuffs n sleep!!

Shoppin for tomorrow!!

2004-10-07T04:00:00.000+08:00

Went to work as normal.. Today having meeting aft work n my manager actually inf us last min tat we will be having meeting rite aft work.. I was damn bloody shocked!! Cos i think for abt a mth or so, we haven got any meetings on Weds which we suppose to.. Well the meeting started wit 'i try to make tis short cos i know some of u want to go back early.. n we all agrees tat we will have meetings on weds...' wat an a**. Im soo bloody pissed wit him.. Aft all tat bulls*** he's talking abt, i make my way out.. n ya b4 i went out, Dom, Joanne, Joanna, Lynn n tat manager wished me 'Happy B'day'. At least ok lah.. It did ease my temper abit.. i thought tat they forget abt it.. ;p

Hubby msg me to meet up at Queensway. So w/o wasting any time, i took a cab. Got there on time. Thought tat hubby might get angry bt luckily he's not. Walk ard to find his shirt. Got a black one. Then we proceed to town. Our usual plc, Cineleisure. Book a movie, White Chicks which is soo damn cool & hilarious... Then out to Heeren to get my dress. Oh ya b4 tat, did went to Wisma Metro.. dresses down there nt tat nice.. Saw a pink one ard Wisma(forget the shop name) it' s really nice like one of those Christina Aguilera's dress bt hubby said tat he's wearing black so he insist i wear black also.. Bo pian.. gotta find one.. the thing is we're running outta time.. im a very fussy shopper.. i'll look ard til i get the one tat i like.. sometimes it may take abt 2hrs.. those who shop wit me knew tis.. hahaa sorry gals.. Well, back to Heeren. We went to the shop tat we did went b4 the other time. Sales asst was really helpful n friendly. I told them wat i want n within a min, they get all the best dresses they have n asked me to try.. I actually fall in love on one of it which is quite short wit 'v' shape on the cleavage area.. haiz.. hubby dont like it so gotta find another one.. time running out.. show is at 9.30... 0900 still trying.. tried a tube dress.. not bad lah.. showed to hubby, he's quite like not like kind of face.... 0915 gotta make up my mind.. hubby really mad at me for choosing soo long.. finally i finalised. Settle wit the tube dress.. haiz.. i still thinking abt the dress tat i tried for the first time in da store. Then off to the movie..

Aft the movie, went back hm, washed up, talked to my fiance n sleep.. Oh ya 12 plus in da morning alredi.. hubby wished me 'Happy B'day' n cant believed it im 20!!! Almost forgot today is my dad's b'day.. :(

Help!!! Cant move a limb...

2004-10-05T16:43:00.000+08:00

Aaarrrgh....!!! Im sooo damn tired even though i slept for 2 days in a row rite aft i went back from work n bath... N now im still feeling soo tired.. Reached Changi Ferry Terminal on Sun(3rd Oct) ard 4 plus.. we all r pretty shagged. Desaru Trip was really fun.. nvr expected it 2 b actually.. We had games, dinner n lots of games..

Here's an update on wat's happening over the weekends... Saturday(2nd Oct), excited over da whole thing!!! Reached at da office abt 820am.. wit ma big Roxy bag.. kind of embarrassing to brg such a big bag all da way from hm.. Suprising some of ma colleagues brg kind of small bag. Only like 3 of us looks like running away frm hm.. haha.. In da office, we all cant stop talking abt da whole thing.. Sandy took some pix.. No mood to work bt got no choice! Lynn & Joanne they came a bit later.. cos Joanne on off day & Lynn on leave.. they get lunch for all of us in da office. Cos we don have anytime to get our own.. aft work, we only left abt half an hr to prepare for da conference.. We used tat time to do our cheers.. The Blue Cheers or shld i say.. 'Ah-Lian' cheers.. cos we look like 1... hahhaha.. Joanna gt no time 4 da cheers cos she gotta finish up her presentation for da conference. Rite abt 1, we all start da conference.. kind of sleepy ;p It all end up abt 245.. jus in time. We get our bags n head for da bus which r waitin for us outside our bld. Luckily Naz, reserved a seat for me.. if not i think tat i'll have to stand... Okie lets cut it short.. we suppose to head to Changi Terminal bt end up at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.. we had to call 4 da bus driver 2 come n pick us up again n tis time 4 sure to head up to da rite direction.. we arrived on time.. check in.. n within less than 10mins we board the ferry.. n jus less than half an hr we reached Pulau Belungkor.. 2 shuttle bus waiting for us outside the ferry terminal. Since tat it's a bit small, we end up separated into 3 diff groups.. the journey 2 da destination took abt 30-45mins.. throughout our journey we saw rubber plantation.. trees been cut off.. kampung houses.. n finally we saw from far looks like a castle.. it's really nice.. like those in da fairy-tale books.. Repunzel house i think.. it's very nice from far bt too bad tat's not our plc actually.. well we finally reached our destination.. by then it's abt 5plus 6.. we have abt 1hr to get ready for our dinner which was at 7pm. I have my jie2 n Naz in ma room.. so unpack n bath n get ready for our dinner cos we're all starving.. it's chinese food.. very nice.. abt 8 we got up back to our room.. bt i end up gg to Sandy's room to do da tattoos..(as i mention earlier tat my team is abit 'ah-lian').. we put it especially for our cheering.. we got down again at 830.. then the fun thing start.. we do cheering, we do guessing game, whacking game, 'find ur shoes', n lastly the spoon game... my jie2 got choke by da wasabe biscuit.. by then we're all very tired.. it suppose to end up abt 12 bt we end abt closed to 11pm. Which is gd.. cos we need to rest for da next day activity.. Finally da day was over. Everyone had fun inc Mr Ha(our Samsung Manager).

All of us went back to our rooms aft da game. as i was really damn tired n sweaty, i decide to take a hot bath. Followed by my jie2 & Naz. (Oh ya, FYI our room is a bit creepy. Kind of dark unlike the other's room. Brightly lit up. And furthermore, our room is facing the hutan. Tat makes it more creep!) Luckily i got da middle bed. My jie2 doze off early. Left me & Naz. I cant sleep although im tired. Maybe cos im at a diff plc?? Naz tried to sleep bt i try to make her awake.. hahaha.. Then shocking thing happened.. i heard laughter jus outside our door. This time i thought tat im da only one who is awake.. so i kept quiet. Then the door bell ring. Im in totally shocked! Who could tat b in da middle of da nite (it's almost 1 i think). I called up Naz (thought tat she's still asleep but she's not), asked her to accompany me to da door. Im da first one to peep through da 'eye-hole' & i saw nothing!!!! Naz did da same too. She was really damn shocked n she shouted at me. So we ran to our bed n cover our face wit our pillow! I was a bit frightened at da same time i couldnt believe tat.. So i called to Ifah's room, (our room is 334 while their's 336). Told him everything.. thought tat they're playing games on us. He said tat he did not! He told us if we want to follow them to go down to da lobby cos the rest r down ther. By tis time, my jie2 was awake. She cant sleep. So i said to Ifah ok. So we get ready, took my pouch n out of our room. We went down. I played pool jus for fun.. Then we went up again go to Lynn's room. They jus got up ther. At tat moment also we found out tat the one who ring our door bell is none other than Lynn!! Wat a relief! In da room, we chat lots of stuff! Joanna went out to Sandy's room to get a bath ther.. I think it's abt 145 tat Naz said she wanna sleep. Mummy(Lynn) said we could sleep at her room.. im happy to hear tat cos i don want to go back to my room. I got a weird feeling whenever im in ther.. But i jus kept it to myself cos i don want them to panic. So Naz & Jie2 went back. So left Lynn, Joanne, Joanna( she came back) n me. Few mins later, Dom, Richard, Ifah & Andrew came in. They too cant sleep. So we talked.. Dom planned to sabotage Dennis. So Lynn, Dom, Ifah, Joanna n me went to their room. Dom took bath gel n spread it on Dennis's bed (he slept side ways.. n he snores damn bloody loud!! no wonder Dom & Ifah couldnt sleep!).. Dom spread anything tat he could find inc coffee powder.. Aft all the spreading, we gals went back to our room. Then few mins later, da door bell rang. Lynn opened it n it was Dom.. something must have happened.. jus wat we thought.. Dennis woke up n make a hell of a noise!! LOL!!! to avoid being scolded, Dom quickly took the poker cards n head to our room. Poor Hanifah.. LOL! have to bear wit it.. few mins later.. da door bell rang again. Ifah came in laughing none stop n so r we.. He told us wat happened in ther. Dennis got up aft the coffee smell n he make a lot of noise.. Ifah cant escape at tat moment, so wat he did is, he brushed his teeth using his index finger!! now tat make all of us laugh even more! i was really sleepy aft tat.. Dom planned to sabo again at 4am if they still awake.. The 2 guys inc lynn start to play the card game while me & Joanna(we slept at da same bed) r soo comfortable tat we went to sleep.. Joanne was already asleep. I woke up again at abt 330 to find lynn was abt to go to sleep.. Then i continue ma sleep again..

At abt 5, i was awake bt still sleepy. Joanna was already awake. She's doin something.. Probably packing in da early hrs?? Nah.. i cant be bothered so i went to sleep again. My alarm rings abt 545am. Got up n mumbling something i cant remembered... I asked Joanna to accompany me back to my room. Naz was already awake. She finished her bathing.. so i went in to bath followed by my jie2. By 7am, we head down to have our breakfast.. Lots of food. Ther's a chef making roti prata.. ther's nasi lemak, bread, western breakfast n lots more.. I don like to eat oily food early in da morning so i settle down wit my all-time fav Nestle Coco Crunch cereal, some sausages, bacon, baked beans n orange juice. Aft we finished, we took some pixs n head to the 'rabbit garden'. Saw some rabbits, soo cute..

Aft our breakfast which is abt 8am, we went back to our room to do our packing. Cos i dont like last min packin.. We have abt 1/2hr for ourself. Get my cap n head to Lynn's room. We took some pix ther as well.. Then we went down to get ready for da beach activity. We played volleyball n waterbom game.. it's fun. Alot of sabotage.. Mr Ha & the 3 team leaders r one of em! Then finally the lucky draw time.. (oh ya yesterday our Blue team got some prizes as well) Aggie got third prize dvd player, Anna got 2nd prize home theather sys n first prize goes to Joanna which is 17" inch LCD TV.. not bad huh! Aft all tat, the 3 of us went back to our room. Bath again n pack again cos we bought some souvenirs. N rest!! I feel sleepy already.. At abt 1230, we all meet up again at the lobby for our lunch. Nice spicy malay food.. all r sweating, crying.. N ya we also celebrate our b'day there.. As there r 4 of us who's born in Oct which is Jie2(Kelly), Naz, Grace n Me, we shared the cake. Last event for the trip is the best performance award goes to Naz & Aggie. Well done to both of em! Well we waited for our bus. And most of us slept throughout the journey back to the ferry terminal. It's drizzling by then. We reached Singapore abt 4+. Called my fiance n home. Aft all the checks at the custom, we call for cabs.

I was really shagged by da time i reached hm. But still i went out to meet up wit my fiance! Miss him already.. hahaha.. anyway i pass something to my hubby's mom. Cos Bibik bought something for her. We head down to town to watch movie White Chicks!! It's hilarious! Go get some dinner n head hm. By then, i'm tooo tired n cant even move a limb!

Monday morning.. im totally like a zombie. Worst of all, i got black RINGS!!! aarrrgh!! still sleepy cant concentrate on work. Talked rubbish most of da time! Well nothing much. Went back hm & bath & sleep.

Today morning.. a bit better bt still no full concentration. Still talked rubbish. My rings abit okie. Samething as yesterday, go back bath n sleep.

Last Minute Shopping!!!

2004-10-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

The moment i woke up, i think abt tomorrow. Jus cant wait for da events... Yeah im too over excited abt da whole thing. Cos the thing iz tat i've nt been out of Singapore for abt 10 yrs maybe?? Last time i went out as a family was when i was small (think it's abt 8 or 9 yrs old??). We went to Malaysia.. if i'm not mistaken it's Air Hitam. N tat's it! Sometimes i get kind of jealous to c my classmates fly off to Australia, Europe n blah.. blah.. wit their family. But it's okie cos i'm not tat extreme.. Life aint tat easy for me, my bro n my lovely late mom. It's been really hard on her to put up wit all da stuffs. She's been really patient over lots of stuff.. That's wat i learnt from her til her very last day of her life...

Well back to reality before i started to get too emotional.. Went to work as normal. All ma colleagues jus cant stop talking abt tomorrow. Wat to brg, wat to wear n lots of stuffs!! LOL!!! It's normal for us gals!! Well aft work, me n Lynn decide to go to Jurong Pt(JP in short). To get last min stuffs. Well at work, 90% of our minds r thinking abt da trip as well as struggling to hit da target!

So as pre-planned, we decide to head up to JP but Lynn gotta pick some trophies( for the best performace n im not wat is the other one) at Queensway so we head to tat plc first. Unfortunately, the sales staff missed out 1(which suppose to be 2) so we end up collecting 1 plaque only which is like wasting our time.. Well at least they agree to send it to office the very next morning. Nxt, JP. Went to Esprit, we bought some Ts to go alg for tomorrow. I'm running out of Ts by da way! Find some temp tattoo for da gals n bought some foods for Bibik n Nyai. Very shagged. But too bad, i still have to pack last min things.

Once reached hm, i don waste anymore time cos i'm pretty damn tired. Bath, clean all my make-ups n blah..blah.. Then start to pack. Aft finished packing, talked to my lovely fiance n doze off... zzz....zzzzz....